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Am I Simply Being Gullible?
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Who needs cable when you have threads like this?
On a serious note: Get professional help. Seriously. This whole thread reads of mental instability and grief. You sound like you're in some real pain, so get some real help and show them this thread.
On a serious note: Get professional help. Seriously. This whole thread reads of mental instability and grief. You sound like you're in some real pain, so get some real help and show them this thread.
Who needs cable when you have threads like this?
On a serious note: Get professional help. Seriously. This whole thread reads of mental instability and grief. You sound like you're in some real pain, so get some real help and show them this thread.
I would agree that I am experiencing significant grief right now and will seek professional counseling. Sorry to drag everybody into this with me. I promise not to bother anyone again.
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Take that demon of a ring back to pay for the tattoo removal, good god man!
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Don't buy into that myth, Living. You didn't drag anybody with you anywhere. You are just as alone as you were in the beginning.
You wallowed in despair for over 16 months, and paid a handsome sum to do so, because you enjoy it. I make no judgments about that. But I do wonder if you even bothered to confirm this girl's id before you went and had a full-back name tattoo.
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You sound like a very self destructive person. You know it's a bad idea to jump off a bridge but you do it anyways. This was never healthy but I think you knew that. The tattoo though? Why the hell would you get her name tattooed on you!? I just can't right now.. that's the cherry on top.. you swam with the sharks and got bit. can you blame a shark for getting hungry when it smells blood? Funny part is that she didn't do the damage.. you did. You invested all of the time money and emotions. She didn't make you. And even when she waved every red flag in your face you still kept pushing. Even when all these ppl are screaming at you to stop.. you still keep pushing. Some people just choose to be victims.
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I don'the believe I choose tone be a victim I simply failed to see the signs. In fact, I ignored the signs in front of me. No I do not enjoy being the victim here. This is the first time that I have been victimized this way.
The tattoo... my word, what were you thinking, man? For your own sake, think the worst of her. Demonise her. Assume she was heartless and led you on from the start. Assume that she never loved you. Assume that she never even liked you. Assume that she only ever tolerated you for your money. Any time you think about the good times you shared together, assume they were only good for you, and that she was bored by every second of it. Any time you think of her in a positive light, convince yourself that any shred of human decency you attributed to her was a figment of your imagination and a projection of your misguided desires to be with her. Before you realised she was soulless, and an affront to everything good and decent in this world.
That might be unfair to her, and for all I know, she's a fucking saint, but judging from what you've said and what your posts indicate about your current state of mind, mining this experience for slithers of positivity that are likely to make you linger on the parts of her that you'll miss, is a luxury you don't have, sir. Accepting that you were conned in to falling in love with someone who didn't even exist and didn't care if you existed at all outside of your money (even if it's not entirely true) is going to suck donkey doodle, and it's going to hurt. But at least you'll get over it and be able to get on with your life. Eventually. By holding on to the hope that there were circumstances at play that mean she might have loved you, that she does love you, that anything you held dear about her was even remotely real, you're pretty much condemning yourself to a world of shit, ya know? And it doesn't have to be that way.
That might be unfair to her, and for all I know, she's a fucking saint, but judging from what you've said and what your posts indicate about your current state of mind, mining this experience for slithers of positivity that are likely to make you linger on the parts of her that you'll miss, is a luxury you don't have, sir. Accepting that you were conned in to falling in love with someone who didn't even exist and didn't care if you existed at all outside of your money (even if it's not entirely true) is going to suck donkey doodle, and it's going to hurt. But at least you'll get over it and be able to get on with your life. Eventually. By holding on to the hope that there were circumstances at play that mean she might have loved you, that she does love you, that anything you held dear about her was even remotely real, you're pretty much condemning yourself to a world of shit, ya know? And it doesn't have to be that way.
These words definitely make sense. Regarding the Tatoo I wanted to demonstrate my love for her in a permanent way because words are so transitory. I now it was a risk but if nothing else she has awakened my sensibilities and has been my muse. And no matter what I still wish her well.
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You're going to regret that shit in like three days.
Let me speak not as a camgirl but as a woman. You are too intense, and even if she did feel things for you (possibly confused with gratitude for your support and care) chances are YOU killed that with your damn intensity. More poems than days you've known her, youtube songs coming out the ears and now in response to her needing SPACE you got her fucking "name" tattooed on you the size of Big Fucking Ben MAN YOU NEED TO CALM DOWN!
You NEED to seek some professional help because you escalate from 0-10,000 with the snap of an emptied retirement fund. No healthy minded woman wouldn't run for the hills at the first sign of your intensely unhealthy tendencies.
Flattery wears off quicker than you think sir. You are dangerously teetering on scary obsessive and you need to nip that shit before you destroy your own life any further.
With all do respect she told me she was needy and loved the intensity of my musings. And never seemed to get enough. She told me she was lonely and I wanted her to always know that I was thinking of her. My Xbox wife hated romance so I only wrote one thing to her in 20 years of marriage so this is not a trend.
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Best auto correct ever!
She never seemed to get enough of your money.
Sounds a little bit cynical but she saw you as a human wallet
Yes, she never did much to reduce my daily spending. That should of been a clue but I choose to ignore that fact and am paying for it now.
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She never seemed to get enough except for the multiple threads you've posted of her obviously getting too much.
This is why I posted that you need to seek some help self reflecting, because it's plainly obvious that you don't see the reality in which you are living and I fear for your next steps.
If you were easily able to understand, I wouldn't have suggested you seek help. I'm being blunt and you are being creepy crazy. If you do not want to be that creepy crazy guy now is your chance to get on a healthy path.
I still Dreamcast about the times I used to PlayStation with my XBox wife's Wii. Wait, what?
Sorry if it seems off-topic but have you ever seen Interview with a Vampire?
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Here is a clue. It isn't up to HER to handle your daily spending. That's your job big boy.
Simply meant she never came up with alternatives to help me reduce my costs.
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Well moving forward, make sure to only get involved with women named Victoria. Should save you a few bucks here and there...
lol I was actually thinking of that. Or perhaps adding falls below and I can sport Victoria Falls on my back.
Yeah, sorry this happen to you. However, you should take back the ring and laser off that tattoo. Also, you need to go to counseling and take a vacation from the cam models. Maybe spend time on songwriting and pour out your pain into your work? Then you could start having some fun again. Please be careful next time.
Thank you. Yes already sending back the ring. No more cam models and not even any dating for awhile. Will work on my music and myself. Will leave the tatoo as a reminder of how foolish I can be. Just found the cam model is married. So no wonder she didn't want to meet.
Also, I wanted to say this as well to you. This is going to be some tough love but I am telling you this...so you avoid this in the future just in case. I want you to avoid stuff like this in the future.
This is from a hustling point of view:
It seems like she play some sort of Badger game hustle on you and she trying to drain all of your money. Also the badger game is design to make people fall in love yet draining them of all emotion as well money. More emotion=more profit. You saying that she wanted an engagement ring...is kind of proof of the badger game being played. This is not a regular sex worker hustle. She knew that she was married but still wanted an engagement ring. But luckily, she did not go through the second part of the hustle...which she would have pretended to be your fiancee and tried the drain your bank account. I believe that she had a change of heart and you got of there with just a broken heart.
But luckily, you will heal and be back to your self. However, you should give yourself sometime before going back.
This is from a hustling point of view:
It seems like she play some sort of Badger game hustle on you and she trying to drain all of your money. Also the badger game is design to make people fall in love yet draining them of all emotion as well money. More emotion=more profit. You saying that she wanted an engagement ring...is kind of proof of the badger game being played. This is not a regular sex worker hustle. She knew that she was married but still wanted an engagement ring. But luckily, she did not go through the second part of the hustle...which she would have pretended to be your fiancee and tried the drain your bank account. I believe that she had a change of heart and you got of there with just a broken heart.
But luckily, you will heal and be back to your self. However, you should give yourself sometime before going back.
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