- Jan 15, 2014
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- Yarrow
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- Oo_Yarrow_oO
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I am curious what you ladies do when you are just too exhausted to hop on cam even though you were planning on it?
I feel so guilty. I usually pride myself on being consistent and having a good work ethic with whatever I do- but I woke up today feeling totally wasted tired. A part of me really wants to cam but a part of me is like- don't- you need to be 100% or able to appear 100% (even if you are tired). I am still very new, but I am a pretty high energy cam girl, so I don't want to be a slug online.
The reason for being depleted today is I still have a "day job", although it is also somewhat freelance (which helps). I also have been helping my boyfriend with his ailing mother, which has been incredibly stressful. Yesterday was such a long day with caregiving and "day job" work--- I was up for nearly 24 hours. This isn't terrible compared to some people's work life hours- but I just don't want to seem tired on cam, but I also want to be reliable and show up, you know!
Members want to chip in on this too? That would be rad! Should I just force myself to hop on?
I am so conflicted.
P.S. I searched the forms, but nothing really answered my question.
I feel so guilty. I usually pride myself on being consistent and having a good work ethic with whatever I do- but I woke up today feeling totally wasted tired. A part of me really wants to cam but a part of me is like- don't- you need to be 100% or able to appear 100% (even if you are tired). I am still very new, but I am a pretty high energy cam girl, so I don't want to be a slug online.
The reason for being depleted today is I still have a "day job", although it is also somewhat freelance (which helps). I also have been helping my boyfriend with his ailing mother, which has been incredibly stressful. Yesterday was such a long day with caregiving and "day job" work--- I was up for nearly 24 hours. This isn't terrible compared to some people's work life hours- but I just don't want to seem tired on cam, but I also want to be reliable and show up, you know!
Members want to chip in on this too? That would be rad! Should I just force myself to hop on?
I am so conflicted.
P.S. I searched the forms, but nothing really answered my question.