I'm sure we discussed that she grew her endeavors onto Twitch.TV soon after, but here's the latest with her:
Still don't understand how so many jacked off to this vs a live body. Penises are weird.
Lol, I must be a real 100% freak because I don't find either odd.
I love animation porn, and I also love romance novels... in an unashamedly sexual, non-platonic, non-monogamous way.
Animation porn doesn't play on my emotions (I like the type with zero story line), but I guess romance novels do somewhat.
What's that called a digi-sexual? A mind sex freak? There's probably a formal term out there for it somewhere.
I'm confused but it doesn't matter. Maybe you are more emotionally complicated than I am. No shame in that. I don't call desire, horniness, and any of that emotion. Sure, if it happens to be with someone I love, but by itself, inherently, it's all nonemotional for me. Just an animal instinctual need. You are an interesting, complex person. The guys I live with are like that too.By emotions, I'm not necessarily referring to anger, love, etc. More along the lines of desire, sexuality, horny, etc. There are time where animated porn can be interesting, such as the various renditions of Betty and Wilma or the various Disney characters, etc. Not that it turns me on but it's interesting in that people take those to that degree.
I've read a few romance novels, and same thing as with the cartoons. Interesting. But not something that makes me thing relationships are that way, horny, etc.
I'm confused but it doesn't matter. Maybe you are more emotionally complicated than I am. No shame in that. I don't call desire, horniness, and any of that emotion. Sure, if it happens to be with someone I love, but by itself, inherently, it's all nonemotional for me. Just an animal instinctual need. You are an interesting, complex person. The guys I live with are like that too.
ETA; To be specific I have no emotions tied to basic sexual needs, unless they happen to occur with a person that I have already developed romantic love for. There is no connection there for me, and never has been. It's just lust. Unless, like I said, it happens to occur simultaneously with someone I love. I'm not ashamed of that. But I also know there are many other people who cannot/ do not separate sexuality, desire and emotion, and I am accepting of that way too, no judgement, it's interesting and cool. Neither is right or wrong. They just are.
I'm not either. I debated it with my boyfriend, because it's interesting (and I was scared that I had the definition for the word emotion wrong all these years), and he saw it like you, he said they (desire, horniness etc) are feelings. They are feelings to me too... but only crotchal in nature Whereas anger, love etc are physical feelings to me aswell, but in my chest/ heart. So it's probably conceptual semantics over the terms feelings, emotions, and physical feelings, which is confusing.Maybe it's the same thing, just worded differently? I view desire, lust, arousal as an emotional responses. But, I'm certainly no expert in the matter.