Hello girls after a long time searching on forums trying to get some help to clarify my concerns I saw many post from models who have a great experience and knowledge on caming in this forum. Im finishing my degree at university and due to family economic issues I didnt have any money to pay school last term so I start caming. I only cam for one week after I saw one website with around 8 recordings of myself while I was performing on MFC I stopped my job as a cam girl as soon as I saw it, I knew something like this could happen but never imagined how shocking it could be to see my self out there. I try to do a lot of search and even ask for help for the removal of the content through Cam model protection and Guardlex but they couldnt remove those 8 short videos. The positive new was that they didnt find any other website with my content besides the one that had those 8 videos. Since that day I quit caming. I also earned around $300 to $500 and didnt have to do anything related with taxes forms. I didnt get to have more than 20 to 50 people on my room since I did it for a short period of time. Please dont judge me but Im really afraid one day someone will recognize me or find out because my dream is to become a Psychologist or clinical psychologist and I feel I would have to put my dream beside. I asked this in other web forums and people were so rude toward me. I really need some help I am so sad and confuse...I have read people saying I should stop studying psychology because one day my past is going to come out,, I am sure im not going back to caming so I dont know how bad what happened can affect me in the future!