Blog is coming by my room sometime tonight around 9pm to give me my raffle prize.
I'd like to help BlogBoi out and help bring in more traffic to his blog/ forums since he was so generous to offer this big prize. So I would love it if you guys would like to stop by and say hello, Im opening up models for tonight so if you don't have a premium name you could still speak up.
A big thank you to those of you who I met last night. It was great meeting you and it was awesome to chat it up with Ambah and her fellas.
As for my daily thoughts. I was anxious for the first time on cam last night. I think I know what caused it. It was a mix of being in the casino with all the lights and sounds, and rushing to get home and ready to cam because I was an hour and a half late due to loosing track of time.
Last night was a mess. An hour and a half late, didn't plan a show cause I thought it was the raffle prize day, and didn't update my twitter and almost all of my regulars weren't there, and couldn't calm the anxious feeling down until 11pm. It wasn't bad enough to give me the fight or flight feeling, but it definitely didn't feel like a normal day.
But even though most of the people who hung out last night were new to my room, they were very nice and had nothing but good things to say even though the anxiety made me feel like i was boring and doing everything wrong.
Oh except one guest who didn't have the balls to sign into their acct before saying "ur the lamest writer on Ambers" right when i logged in last night
The comment didnt make me upset or anything. But im quite puzzled. I've only posted nice things on here and try to encourage others on here to stop slandering Ambers name and reputation by posting not so nice things on here. And try to fill this forum with more positive energy. But it makes me sad that someone can take the time to come into my room and say something rude to me, to someone they don't even really know instead of saying hello and getting to know me.
Anyways, hope to see you all. I had a blast last night. Time to get ready to cam.