Mxy Kimiko Monroe, the Pussless Wonder, your FetLifeKitty.
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Tl;Dr - I am many different thiings to many different people, filling gaps because it's fun to be the one that can step up and fit the need of the moment especially when thst need is empowering others to score big. I am seldom short on words.
I'm Anesigender, and I grow a beard to align my appearance with the expectations of my career, industry, and extended Family (what I e termed a Masc. Mask). I'm comfortable presenting as a CIS Hetero White Male and glad my for my siblings ahead of me foraging their own paths which have provided opportunities to engage in the divine feminin . I'm a woman without body dysmorphia nor am I afflicted with DID despite playing at compartmentalization for the benefit of others. I'm not blithely unaware of potential schism and talk therapy is and will always be an aspect of llife, included for my mental health safety. Non-Binary, I'm comfortable presenting as a bearded babe when the safe spaces and friendly graces are present.
As I am Aesexual(GrayFlux), and an Auto-Sexual, my life has been easy by comparison to those abhorrent of their own physique. Feeling like they are in the wrong skin, questioning why they were born this way or suffering through the expectations of othes. I have benefitted greatly by overcoming abusive incidents during formative years and count social anxiety as my primary self destructive trait.
My lifetime has been egaged heavily with kink, most often as an outlier or lurker of the bdsm community in person and an avid exhibitionist online. Several times I have been reinvented whether by my desire or for the sake of adherence to easily achievd expectations. The latter due to my affable and amiable people-pleaser tendencies that my fawning trauma response affords. My various stage names have been cobbled together as a result of that time and my efforts to always experiment. i've been fortunate to engage personally with the bdsm community and attend Private Member's Only play-parties for funishment scenes and to give back as a volunteer in a variety of roles such as DM and more. Dungeoneering and Volunteering has been a wonderful net-gain positive and a focus of mine to battle social anxiety from CPTSD and acquired Neurodivergency during infancy. Childhood scars that I stive to transform and hope to wear as badges of honor.
My service switch ENTJ personality and pansexuality has evolved over many years and many personwl failures. I'm blessed to feel like I'm winning when I'm involved with the successes of others, viewing it as my own success. I'm proud to mentor in-person and offer my opinion on request only. As a student of the world, I make no mistake in my ignorance. Mine is not a life that allows to judge another, loathsome when I engage in discernment of personality and recognizing that were all better building each other up rather than tearing anyone down. Reluctance at the opportunities and dreading failure, I'm very satisfied that I can enjoy leadership positions though it's not something I seek. Thrust into action, I expect to be a stalwart ally and I'm forever willing to step to the fore when the ish hits the fan to mitigwte and manage. Meantime, me time is often enjoyed exuberantly salacious and hardcore kinky both online and in person, having met success as a unicorn a couple of times of which my Relationship Anarchist style has served me well.
I regularly broadcast and record those sessions for editing and hosting with an intentional 1/3 ratio of free full festured content, Premium content, and Membership content kept available for individual purchase. I'm a fan of fan service, offering custom content and intimate connection..Succuboi isn't too far of the mark, but there isn't much corrupting influence or exerting damning control on another or their pocketbook. I'm not involved in the adult entertainment industry for money, reinvesting any profits into equipment and wardrobe or gifting fellow broadcasters in an effor to cheerlead their shows and spark tips from other viewers .
Many platforms of varying social media, video hosting & cam broadcasting sites are leveraged by me with the simple goal of exhibition and the forever fantasy of being a Pornstar. Some sing they wanna be a supermodel, and that's close but not the right jingle for me. Laughable perhaps but I've enjoyed this lifequest fully and don't know what I would do if I made it to that esteemed level. AVN would be awesome as a Pornstar. Instead I prefer ProAM, amateurs love a thing, process to on all get paid to do a thing...very applicable.
I have made some mistakes along the way but I intend to take all things with a pragmatic viewpoint and engage a stoic response. I'm a firm believer that kindness is free and I share that wealth generously. My Sex worker side-hustle career began before the Internet combined, whether on rudimentary BBS with 2400baud modem of the 1990s to this day, achieving a Silver Rank Tier model status on at least one Cam site and currently ranked at 300 out of thousands.of channels on another.
Trans(vestite) is where others place me. Who am I to correct it? As my true form is mutable, my unisex name is always welcomed to those in the know,. So to am I responsive to whatever gender the perceiver.may elect to use whendevoid of derision. This is likely a reault of a tandem praise-kink and soft limit on degradation. Happy to wave hello gregariously or remain mellow and voyeuristic as the mood of others demand. Thanks for making it this far through an overly long potentially sclf-aggrandizing screed. This is what insomnia has wrought.
Best,
Mxy (MIK'si is the salutation or honorific I've chosen to assist with genderi expression and pronoun identification)
Kimiko Monroe (least offensive from a pick list name I'm disdainful of but cannot change)
Pussless (I own the Pussless.com domain but haven't a site build, sadly)
FetLifeKitty (cannot be used in the FetLife site and was lost to a hscker, sadly)
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ocf00lb0y pr0ducti0ns (tweenager me thought it was cool, sadly)
