aww thanks guys. that was actually really awesome to hear some possible reasoning as to why my score has now officially (in the past ... 12? hours since i wrote that) dropped 1500 points... damn. i never cared about it previously but its hard to not care when you see that number constantly - it just feels like failing lol. well, imma take a few days and hopefully ill miss the fuck out of MFC like i usually do after 24 hours, and somehow get back to how it used to be.
ps ive noticed (or thought id noticed) a massive INFLUX of new models - but i read something about there being less than usual? meh. i usually go with "if im not the solution, im the problem" mentality and deal with what I can do vs deal with whats going on for others (its too easy for me to start making excuses for myself, personal problem/character flaw).
annnnnyways, i love you acf cats - idk what id do without this forum. xo