For better or worst, I am one of those clients who would rather talk than come at a model with sexual desires.
There is a model that cams once a month as of late on a private-based website. I originally was drawn to her since she cams using her phone, so the whole vibe was more like an Instagram live rather than a studio setup. We talked a bunch in private about life and whatnot. Even though she was on a cam hiatus, she was active through the site's messaging system, so we talk a bunch on there too. We talked every day for about a month.
At this point, I've been going less and less on these websites, and she expressed a desire to leave the industry also. It's been 3 weeks since she last streamed. She gave me a subtle hint to talk offsite, and so I gave her my personal social media.
To my surprise, she actually added me. Her profile had photos dating back a few years, so it does look like her personal account anyway. I should mention that she never saw what I looked like until she saw my social media profile picture. Admittedly, my profile pic was from a professional photographer so I definitely look better in that. I'm also an artist, so my social media are all posts of the work I did for clients. After a couple more weeks of talking, she wanted to see a video of me.
She never asked anything from me and refuses to take my money, so I started to catch feelings that maybe there was a connection. She always sends me pics of her everyday life and shows me some places around her city in Eastern Europe, as well as the new job she got in her city.
So, I thought it was just fair to send a video of me. I thought nothing of it and sent a video of myself playing fetch with my dog.
Not even 10 minutes go by and she blocks me. Immediately, I felt hurt. I hugged my dog for a solid 30 minutes after that. Definitely a hit to my ego, but I'll move on. Looking back, my first mistake was using these sites as a dating service. I thought I was different since I am in my 20's, live an active lifestyle, and have a successful career. Definitely a naive look from me. I've since stopped going on these sites and seeing a therapist to work on my issues regarding relationships.
Moral of the story: I should have listened to everyone here.
There is a model that cams once a month as of late on a private-based website. I originally was drawn to her since she cams using her phone, so the whole vibe was more like an Instagram live rather than a studio setup. We talked a bunch in private about life and whatnot. Even though she was on a cam hiatus, she was active through the site's messaging system, so we talk a bunch on there too. We talked every day for about a month.
At this point, I've been going less and less on these websites, and she expressed a desire to leave the industry also. It's been 3 weeks since she last streamed. She gave me a subtle hint to talk offsite, and so I gave her my personal social media.
To my surprise, she actually added me. Her profile had photos dating back a few years, so it does look like her personal account anyway. I should mention that she never saw what I looked like until she saw my social media profile picture. Admittedly, my profile pic was from a professional photographer so I definitely look better in that. I'm also an artist, so my social media are all posts of the work I did for clients. After a couple more weeks of talking, she wanted to see a video of me.
She never asked anything from me and refuses to take my money, so I started to catch feelings that maybe there was a connection. She always sends me pics of her everyday life and shows me some places around her city in Eastern Europe, as well as the new job she got in her city.
So, I thought it was just fair to send a video of me. I thought nothing of it and sent a video of myself playing fetch with my dog.
Not even 10 minutes go by and she blocks me. Immediately, I felt hurt. I hugged my dog for a solid 30 minutes after that. Definitely a hit to my ego, but I'll move on. Looking back, my first mistake was using these sites as a dating service. I thought I was different since I am in my 20's, live an active lifestyle, and have a successful career. Definitely a naive look from me. I've since stopped going on these sites and seeing a therapist to work on my issues regarding relationships.
Moral of the story: I should have listened to everyone here.
