So next month I will be flying to Vegas to meet my friend who met through streamate. Yes, obviously she's a cam model and I've met her since pretty much the day I started over 3 years ago(thank you porn hub lol)
Over the years me and her have developed a friendship. I used to never do shows, but just tip into gold shows. It wasn't until around half a year into it I started doing shows and that's when I got to know her. And yes I'm pretty sure you guys and girls can see this coming, but I have fallen for her. We didn't end up getting each other number until almost a year of knowing each other. This was mostly due to another member on the site stalking her on Facebook and finding out her real name and number there. So I held off till we got close. But it was around that time I found out that she was actually in a relationship and has a kid. I didn't find out from her but other people on the site e.g.. other models and regulars who know her.
For awhile she seemed very out of it and depressed and she decided to take a break from camming, but she didn't end up telling she was going on and just disappeared. I had to find out from other people and it again at the end of the year she left camming and it seemed like permanently since she had enough working for the studio there. Through out her time camming and when left we still stayed in contact through texts and Facebook. But she would struggle a lot and would ask me for money to help since her boyfriend doesn't do jack shit and would tell me about her relationship problems. It wasn't till last year in June she came back to cam for a different studio and I was actually happy.
She finally left her boyfriend but started to date someone else immediately. It wasn't till then I finally told her how I felt about her. Surprisingly, she respected me more and saw me different and I was getting out of the friend zone lol. I was ready to stop talking to her since I couldn't stand her being with another guy who isn't me and they broke up in October and I immediately asked if she wanted to meet and possibly start something. She agreed to meet but she isn't ready for a relationship and a few weeks later she could see me as best friends with benefits type of relationship if it all goes well.
We usually talk a lot still on the site, via cam2cam and I use the mic feature during shows since her phone is off ATM and she gives me a huge discount deal to spend as much time as possible to talk about pretty much everything (it helps that I use that cam models account to give her an extra percentage lol) and we spend hours and hours doing this. We even watch YouTube videos together and chill and yes usual sex shows.
The only problem is that she still loves her baby daddy since she doesn't want her daughter to know they're broken until she's old enough to understand. I really don't see it much as a issue since I do trust her when she doesn't do anything with him, but he does work now and she barely has time to cam at her new studio because of it
I will be meeting with her in less than 3 weeks. So I want to know cam models and regulars advice on this. How would you approach this? Is she possibly playing me, is she genuinely nice and maybe slightly into me with the information, I've given. How should o approach this? I know we should see where it goes and just have fun. It's pretty much where I'm planning to do with the things we plan to do. Also, if this is going somewhere we did say we would hold back on sex till about 2-3 months and hypothetically when we will get married and how our kids would be, meeting each other's friends and families etc.
I can't wait to hear what advice you all have for me lol. Be honest!
Over the years me and her have developed a friendship. I used to never do shows, but just tip into gold shows. It wasn't until around half a year into it I started doing shows and that's when I got to know her. And yes I'm pretty sure you guys and girls can see this coming, but I have fallen for her. We didn't end up getting each other number until almost a year of knowing each other. This was mostly due to another member on the site stalking her on Facebook and finding out her real name and number there. So I held off till we got close. But it was around that time I found out that she was actually in a relationship and has a kid. I didn't find out from her but other people on the site e.g.. other models and regulars who know her.
For awhile she seemed very out of it and depressed and she decided to take a break from camming, but she didn't end up telling she was going on and just disappeared. I had to find out from other people and it again at the end of the year she left camming and it seemed like permanently since she had enough working for the studio there. Through out her time camming and when left we still stayed in contact through texts and Facebook. But she would struggle a lot and would ask me for money to help since her boyfriend doesn't do jack shit and would tell me about her relationship problems. It wasn't till last year in June she came back to cam for a different studio and I was actually happy.
She finally left her boyfriend but started to date someone else immediately. It wasn't till then I finally told her how I felt about her. Surprisingly, she respected me more and saw me different and I was getting out of the friend zone lol. I was ready to stop talking to her since I couldn't stand her being with another guy who isn't me and they broke up in October and I immediately asked if she wanted to meet and possibly start something. She agreed to meet but she isn't ready for a relationship and a few weeks later she could see me as best friends with benefits type of relationship if it all goes well.
We usually talk a lot still on the site, via cam2cam and I use the mic feature during shows since her phone is off ATM and she gives me a huge discount deal to spend as much time as possible to talk about pretty much everything (it helps that I use that cam models account to give her an extra percentage lol) and we spend hours and hours doing this. We even watch YouTube videos together and chill and yes usual sex shows.
The only problem is that she still loves her baby daddy since she doesn't want her daughter to know they're broken until she's old enough to understand. I really don't see it much as a issue since I do trust her when she doesn't do anything with him, but he does work now and she barely has time to cam at her new studio because of it
I will be meeting with her in less than 3 weeks. So I want to know cam models and regulars advice on this. How would you approach this? Is she possibly playing me, is she genuinely nice and maybe slightly into me with the information, I've given. How should o approach this? I know we should see where it goes and just have fun. It's pretty much where I'm planning to do with the things we plan to do. Also, if this is going somewhere we did say we would hold back on sex till about 2-3 months and hypothetically when we will get married and how our kids would be, meeting each other's friends and families etc.
I can't wait to hear what advice you all have for me lol. Be honest!
