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I'm still a little spooked so i apologise if i ramble/dont make sense at time!

I've just recently started camming, logged maybe 15 hours in the last week or so..
I've also recently moved into a new place that i'd been told was haunted.. I was rather skeptical at first with very different opinions now!
I'd had company the first couple of days so didnt notice anything strange but the house to myself for two weeks. It's almost been a week now still a week to go.
The first night i was alone i heard what sounded like one of the dining chairs being dragged along the floor but wheb i checked nothing had been moved.. I though that was a little odd.. The second night i could hear footsteps walking and running around the house. Impossible! I'm the only one home!
On the third night i had my cat in my room with me keeping me company (i was a little spooked!) and he was sitting on the end of the bed staring at me, for about twenty minutes! Never looking away lthough sometimes he would narrow his eyes and look at me suspiciously. His tail was twitching like crazy as well! Almost uncontrollably. I'd done nithing that evening to stir him up and it was very unlike his usual behaviour. after i begin to get a little weirded out/worried something was wrong with the cat he all of a sudden opened his mouth as wide as it would go (imagine the way a lion would roar) held it for a second or two and then fully attacked!! Scared the absolute shit out of me! Definitely not like him at all..
Things settled down night 4/5/6.. I've been lighting candles/burning sage/asking the spirit to leave me alone and it seemed to be working! Wrong.I was on cam for a couple hours today. I was outside having a smoke before heading to bed and i heard what i can only describe as sounding like a big ass bug fly past my head/shoulder. I couldnt see anything and didnt think much of it.. I hard it several more times before heading inside still without seeing the source of the sound even though it was so close!. When i get to the kitchen to light my sage the candles are flickering like craaaazy and i could feel really heavy tension in the air. I held two sage incense sticks together like a cross (for protection ya know! LOL!) and it honestly felt ilike she (its a she btw. 9yo mentally disabled girl) flicked them out of my hands. I was well and truly freaked out st this point. No amount of asking/pleading/yelling at her to leave me be was working. I finally decided tonsee if i could work out what she wanted.. Now this is the part where i'm not sure if i'm crazy or not.. But she seems VERY unhappy with my new activities in the house (camming) and wanted to make it known tonight that she doesnt like it. I honestly dont know what to do.. I dont want to quit camming for something that may very well be an active imagination but i definitely dont want to continue if its going to piss the ghost off.. I'm not big on being scared! Lol! I'm only in this house temporarily but its at least a month or so til i can find somewhere new to cam.. [*]
 
Oh my.. I realise i sound crazy but i'm so freaked out right now!!
 
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Don't freak out, I believe that is the product of an active imagination too. That and the excitement of going online could be starting all those things in your mind.

Or not...
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Lol! That gave me a giggle! Thanks! Haha..

I'm pretty sure its not an overactive imagination as i've now just felt her touch me twice! (not sexually of course!)
I've been speaking to a friend of mine and i think i kinda unknowingly encouraged it today. In my chat room i was trying to get things going for a game so was asking (out loud) who wants to play a game/with me etc. And i reckon the spirit *may* have thought i was talking to her.. Something to think about anyways..
 
If I was a therapist, I guess the obvious question to ask, would be "do you feel you should be camming? Do you have any reason to think that camming is not a good thing for you? Are you worried about finding a job later in life? Does camming conflict with your religious or ideological views? Are you concerned about your privacy being compromised? Are you worried your family/friends wouldn't approve of what you're doing? Is it possible that the "ghost" in your house is a construct of your imagination (which has already been stimulated by moving into a house that has been described to you as "haunted") and a manifestation of your own feelings towards your camming career? Is it possible that subconsciously, you're telling yourself (via the ghost your mind has conjured) that camming, for you, is something to steer away from?"

Buuuuut I'm not a therapist, so I won't ask any of those questions :) I will ask if you're living in a detached house though or whether you have neighbours either side of you. It's possible the noises you hear at night are your neighbours moving about. It's also possible that the "buzzing" you heard was a fly or a bee. It's possible that your cat was reacting to your mood (I'm guessing you were pretty freaked out by this point and not acting yourself?). It's possible that in talking to/engaging with the "ghost", you convinced yourself that it was interacting with you.

That said, it's easy to be rational and pragmatic about these things when they're happening to someone else and if I was in your position right now I would be currently sleeping on friend's sofas or moved back home with the parents (I would also be having to replace a few pairs of pants :?) ;)
 
I definitely don't think you have anything to worry about. Nothing you've mentioned strikes me as anything that it would be at all hard to find a logical explanation for.

LoxyJane said:
The first night i was alone i heard what sounded like one of the dining chairs being dragged along the floor but wheb i checked nothing had been moved.. I though that was a little odd.. The second night i could hear footsteps walking and running around the house. Impossible! I'm the only one home!

Houses that get described as "haunted" are generally fairly old. Old houses (and all houses, really) settle and creak. You haven't lived there long, so you're not used to the particular sounds your new place makes. Since you were predisposed to be thinking about a ghost and because the human mind has evolved to be so amazing at picking out patterns that it will find them even where there are none (pareidolia). It's not surprising that your mind could trick you into hearing exactly the sorts of things you expected.

On the third night i had my cat in my room with me keeping me company (i was a little spooked!) and he was sitting on the end of the bed staring at me, for about twenty minutes! Never looking away lthough sometimes he would narrow his eyes and look at me suspiciously. His tail was twitching like crazy as well! Almost uncontrollably. I'd done nithing that evening to stir him up and it was very unlike his usual behaviour. after i begin to get a little weirded out/worried something was wrong with the cat he all of a sudden opened his mouth as wide as it would go (imagine the way a lion would roar) held it for a second or two and then fully attacked!! Scared the absolute shit out of me! Definitely not like him at all..

You admitted to being spooked, so I'm sure that you also weren't acting like yourself. This sounds like typical behaviour from a cat who has just moved to a new home (they often don't adjust well or quickly!) whose owner is acting a bit twitchy. You notice the cat staring and become nervous, the cat picks up on that and becomes nervous as well, and you get into a feedback loop of staring back and forth until the cat finally goes bonkers because staring at a cat is something they will interpret as threatening and aggressive. Besides, cats, man... they're loony to begin with. My cat is sitting on top of my television in the Sphinx position staring rather intently at a random point on the wall at the moment. I'm completely certain there's no ghost between her and that spot. She's just gone space cadet.

I was outside having a smoke before heading to bed and i heard what i can only describe as sounding like a big ass bug fly past my head/shoulder. I couldnt see anything and didnt think much of it.. I hard it several more times before heading inside still without seeing the source of the sound even though it was so close!.

Probably was actually just a big ass bug. If you were heading to bed I'm assuming it was dark? It would certainly be easy to miss one if so, even with a light (which would tend to be what attracted the big ass bug). They fly quickly and in random patterns.

When i get to the kitchen to light my sage the candles are flickering like craaaazy and i could feel really heavy tension in the air. I held two sage incense sticks together like a cross (for protection ya know! LOL!) and it honestly felt ilike she (its a she btw. 9yo mentally disabled girl) flicked them out of my hands. I was well and truly freaked out st this point. No amount of asking/pleading/yelling at her to leave me be was working.

You'd just come in from outside, so it makes sense that you would have let a draft in causing the candles to flicker. Also, it sounds as if you were already quite frightened before coming back inside. Maybe it felt like your hands were moved by an outside force because you had begun to tremble without realizing it, since you were definitely distracted by other things at the time! You must also have been tired, and when your brain is tired it's so much easier for it to become fooled. Ever stay up so long that you started to see things moving out of the corner of your eye or thought you heard voices?

I dont want to quit camming for something that may very well be an active imagination but i definitely dont want to continue if its going to piss the ghost off.. I'm not big on being scared! Lol! I'm only in this house temporarily but its at least a month or so til i can find somewhere new to cam.. [*]

Don't worry about it one bit. Even if it was a ghost there's nothing it can do to you, or there'd be some physical or at least measurable evidence of it by now. There has never been ANY credible evidence that ghosts are real, and it's not for lack of trying. There have been so many studies, scientific and otherwise, and so many ghost hunters investigating "known" haunting sites. Still nothing. There is, however, plenty of evidence that the mind is capable of playing tricks much more than complex than almost anyone gives it credit for.

You say you've felt a ghost touch you a few times now, but you're hyper focused on it at the moment. Have you ever read something about parasites or insects, gotten the idea of them stuck in your head, then felt like you could feel them crawling on your skin? That also can feel absolutely real.
 
better call these guys...
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I'd be shitting myself... I've never had anything happen but I believe this stuff's possible... good luck to ya!
 
LuckySmiles said:
better call these guys...
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I'd be shitting myself... I've never had anything happen but I believe this stuff's possible... good luck to ya!

You can call those guys, I'll stick with these guys...

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LuckySmiles said:
better call these guys...
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I'd be shitting myself... I've never had anything happen but I believe this stuff's possible... good luck to ya!
Nickelback does ghost searches now?
 
AmberCutie said:
LuckySmiles said:
better call these guys...
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I'd be shitting myself... I've never had anything happen but I believe this stuff's possible... good luck to ya!
Nickelback does ghost searches now?

Maybe that's who's been buying their records... dead people! It sounds far fetched but it does make more sense than living people willingly listening to Nickelback :dance:
 
Bocefish said:
Get a Ouija Board and do a cam show... might as well make the best of it. ;)
Noooooooooooooooooooo don;t do that, for the love of God. Messing around with the Quija boards opens up doors to spirits you're not going to want to let in. I'm serious about this. It will only make things worse. If you feel you need to do anything, here's what I recommend: take some pure olive oil and bless it in the name of the lord, and anoint all the doors and windows. And ask God to clear your home of all things un-pure.
I lived in a place that was haunted (for a lack of a better word). Blood kept showing up on the walls in all different places. I would clean it up everyday, and everyday it would show back up. Cabinet doors would open out of nowhere, the water bed would start waving for no reason. The cat would freak out constantly. and one night, my daughter (who was only about 2 months old at the time), was crying in the middle of the night. Her father and I where too exhausted to get up and hoping that she'd just go back to sleep. then we both heard what we thought was our roommate coming out of the bedroom, pick her up and walk around with her till she went back to sleep. it was dark, but we both saw a shadowy figure walking back in forth with the baby. the next morning, we thanked her for helping us out, and she had no idea what we were talking about. she said it wasn't her, and to this day says it wasn't her. but we both saw and heard someone or something pick her up and comfort her back to sleep.
 
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Couple of questions: How do you know it's a 9 years mentally disabled girl?

I finally decided tonsee if i could work out what she wanted.. Now this is the part where i'm not sure if i'm crazy or not.. But she seems VERY unhappy with my new activities in the house (camming) and wanted to make it known tonight that she doesnt like it.

How exactly did you work that out?

Is this all a big setup to a "Blair Witch" style cam show??
 
I suppose other have made light of this, so I wont be out of place. There are no such thing as ghosts or spirits. If you can prove otherwise you can get 1 million dollars.

If you are having auditory and visual hallucinations and are not taking any drugs, prescribed or otherwise that could cause this, you should see your doctor.
 
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You can call a frat house boy band that misuses "awesome super cool science" toys and makes vague inferences based soley on ignorance and desire

OR

You can call someone who knows science and has investigated these claims for around forty years: http://www.joenickell.com/ParanormalInv ... ator1.html
 
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LuckySmiles said:
better call these guys...
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I'd be shitting myself... I've never had anything happen but I believe this stuff's possible... good luck to ya!


Here, let me do everything they do in text form.

DUDE, BRAH, DUUUUDE! DID YOU JUST FUCKIN' FEEL THAT BRO? LOOK AT MY ARM, LOOK AT MY ARM BRO!!
Now let's all be really mean to Aaron because fuck that guy LOL UR GOIN' IN THE DUNGEON/WHATEVER'S CLOSEST TO A DUNGEON ALONE FOR AN HOUR! HAHA FUCK YOU!
a miniscule sound is heard
OH MY FUCKING GOD, GUYS, IT'S THE DEMON/GHOST/WHATEVER! HE WANTS US OUT!
to "ghost"
WE'RE NOT LEAVING, BRO. NOT GONNA DO IT. NOPE.


And of course Zac wears those douchebag Affliction-style shirts in two sizes too small and constantly flexes for the camera.
 
I had a cat act in a similar way a while back. This went on for days, and just when we started to think she was losing her mind, the world's smallest mouse shot across the floor. We realized that she was just hearing things that we couldn't.

I'm not sure if it's better or worse than a judgmental, mentally disabled ghost child, but it's possible you've got some kind of creature running through your walls. And squeaky plumbing. And creaking floorboards. And really bad drafts. And moths the size of fruit bats.
 
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I love hauntings. Why not just talk to her like shes really there? [ofc only when you're alone so live friends don't think you've gone mental....]
Also, the Ouija board on cam would be fun. Adjust the lighting to give it a bit or mystery, maybe some candles.

....about your sage ... I was told many years ago by a wiccan it needs to be a bundle of dried sage and not incense.

-and maybe a link in your sig here so we can come see ya ! :thumbleft:
 
"do you feel you should be camming? Do you have any reason to think that camming is not a good thing for you? Are you worried about finding a job later in life? Does camming conflict with your religious or ideological views? Are you concerned about your privacy being compromised? Are you worried your family/friends wouldn't approve of what you're doing?

As far as i'm aware (unless buried deep in my subconscious) I have no issues with camming. I dont see it becoming a problem later on in life and i'm really quite enjoying it so far..

You say you've felt a ghost touch you a few times now, but you're hyper focused on it at the moment. Have you ever read something about parasites or insects, gotten the idea of them stuck in your head, then felt like you could feel them crawling on your skin? That also can feel absolutely real.

Oh no.. It got even weirder after i wrote this post.. I was trying to get to sleep, finding it really hard because every now and then i could feel her presence really strong and what felt like her sitting on my lap! :S I was laying on my back and it felt like pressure was being put on my lap, i could feel it on either side of my hips. I kept asking her if she would please leave me alone and that i didnt like what she was doing because it was scaring me but she wasn't listening. And then the weirdest thing happened.. You know that really ticklish part in your hips? it felt like something started agitating the muscle in there and my legs/hips/sometimes whole body was twitching sometimes rather violently at some points for almost 10 minutes! It was an involuntary movement.. i couldnt stop. SERIOUSLY WEIRD!! now.. there COULD be a medical explanation for this but i'm a healthy young girl and this is this first time anything like that has ever happened to me. (if it happens again i will definitely be going to get it checked out to see if it is something medical!) I finally got super cranky and pretty much started yelling at my empty room and eventually it stopped.

You'd just come in from outside, so it makes sense that you would have let a draft in causing the candles to flicker. Also, it sounds as if you were already quite frightened before coming back inside.

The candles were in the kitchen which is a fair way from the back door.. and that doesnt explain them flickering like crazy for the next couple of hours.. I moved them into the bedroom as well and still the intense flickering continued. There was no fan/air con/window open anywhere down that end of the house. Also i've had these same candles burning the last couple nights with pretty much the same routine and nothing odd going on with the flames..
I wasn't really spooked when i came back in the house because as i said it could have been a big ass bug!

This sounds like typical behaviour from a cat who has just moved to a new home (they often don't adjust well or quickly!) whose owner is acting a bit twitchy.

The cat has been living here for the past 6 months or so.. So really he should be quite well adjusted. And i'm not really his owner anymore as he's been living with someone else for most of his life!

Besides, cats, man... they're loony to begin with.

LOL! i know right! but this was way more then weird..

Houses that get described as "haunted" are generally fairly old. Old houses (and all houses, really) settle and creak. You haven't lived there long, so you're not used to the particular sounds your new place makes. Since you were predisposed to be thinking about a ghost and because the human mind has evolved to be so amazing at picking out patterns that it will find them even where there are none (pareidolia). It's not surprising that your mind could trick you into hearing exactly the sorts of things you expected.

Possibly.. but footsteps? what kind of noises could a house make that sounds like that?!

Get a Ouija Board and do a cam show... might as well make the best of it.

Hell to the no! I'm freaked out enough without trying to make more contact/possible other spirits!!

Maybe that's who's been buying their records... dead people! It sounds far fetched but it does make more sense than living people willingly listening to Nickelback :dance:

LOL!! too true!

I lived in a place that was haunted (for a lack of a better word). Blood kept showing up on the walls in all different places. I would clean it up everyday, and everyday it would show back up. Cabinet doors would open out of nowhere, the water bed would start waving for no reason. The cat would freak out constantly. and one night, my daughter (who was only about 2 months old at the time), was crying in the middle of the night. Her father and I where too exhausted to get up and hoping that she'd just go back to sleep. then we both heard what we thought was our roommate coming out of the bedroom, pick her up and walk around with her till she went back to sleep. it was dark, but we both saw a shadowy figure walking back in forth with the baby. the next morning, we thanked her for helping us out, and she had no idea what we were talking about. she said it wasn't her, and to this day says it wasn't her. but we both saw and heard someone or something pick her up and comfort her back to sleep.

Oooh.. that sounds so creepy! I'm glad i haven't seen anything that isn't actually there.. I probably would have hightailed it out there if so!

How do you know it's a 9 years mentally disabled girl?

The previous owners of the house had a daughter who is my age and this little girl would visit her in her sleep/dreams. Also they've had a medium (? i think thats what she was.. she could see/talk to spirits/ghosts anyway) in the house and thats what she has said. It all feels rather childlike too.. She just wants to play but is scaring me while doing so and doesnt seem to understand that!

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I finally decided tonsee if i could work out what she wanted.. Now this is the part where i'm not sure if i'm crazy or not.. But she seems VERY unhappy with my new activities in the house (camming) and wanted to make it known tonight that she doesnt like it.


How exactly did you work that out?

The flickering candles and how heavy the energy felt in the room at the time. When you start asking simple yes or no questions the candle would either flicker really brightly/intensely fast and the energy would feel much heavier giving me the sense she was trying to answer/agree with what i was saying

Is this all a big setup to a "Blair Witch" style cam show??

haha if only!! Its only really things that i can feel/hear.. so probably wouldnt come out too well on camera :p although i should have videoed the candles last night so people could see what i meant!

Why not just talk to her like shes really there?

I did! which is why i think she dislikes the camming.. lol!! I was asking her nicely to leave and telling her i didnt want to play tonight that i just wanted to go to sleep.. and she'd back off for awhile.. then seemed to get bored and come freak me out again! lol

about your sage ... I was told many years ago by a wiccan it needs to be a bundle of dried sage and not incense.
I know. I did some reading on the internet. But the sage incense was at least working as a placebo! it was making me feel slightly better/protected anyways.. Although i'm now completely out :( (I *might* have gone through 4ish packets in two days! haha)

and maybe a link in your sig here so we can come see ya ! :thumbleft:

haha i thought there was? I might wait and cam from a friends house later on tonight just in case!

I'm not sure if it's better or worse than a judgmental, mentally disabled ghost child, but it's possible you've got some kind of creature running through your walls. And squeaky plumbing. And creaking floorboards. And really bad drafts. And moths the size of fruit bats.
you do sound crazy lol :lol:
Also: I think your new place has rats.

LOL!! now that its morning I feel a little silly about the whole thing and am laughing at some of these comments!! I finally managed to get a couple hours sleep. I really dont want to stay here though! Think i might camp at a friends tonight/the next couple of nights until the owners of the house get home! And then hopefully i'll be moving into a new place not long after so wont have to deal with spooky night time mischeif!
 
Also seems like most are non believers.. I was too! For more then 20 years i was skeptical about the existance of ghosts/spirits until experiencing it all for myself!! Either way.. Regardless of if its my imagination or not i'm definitely a little spooked! Its not even a scary house or anything!
 
mynameisbob84 said:
This sounds like a case for "spiritual medium" Derek Acorah and the rest of the Most Haunted team :-D


LOL 'Mary loves Dick' :lol: sorry, easily amused etc
 
Ghosts may or may not exist but I have talked to someone who claims to have seen them practically her whole life. Something I once heard her say was not to feed into it. The more attention you pay the ghost the more attention they know they can get.
 
ScarlettLeigh said:
Ghosts may or may not exist but I have talked to someone who claims to have seen them practically her whole life. Something I once heard her say was not to feed into it. The more attention you pay the ghost the more attention they know they can get.
Yeah and that would equally apply to an overactive imagination, so it seems good advice on both counts.
 
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