I AM that model you describe. I talk about philosophy and art and what I think of music and the different undercurrents and themes in different kinds of pictures and movies.
I have dressed up in armor that I made myself on cam and demonstrated fighting techniques, talked about the books I like to read, done church based shows where I sing made up hymns on the spot, done sexed shows, done mukbang shows, demonstrated my knowledge of food while getting tipsy and cooking, all of these.
I am sensual sexy, goofily stupid, and I literally don't give a fuck about what people think, I am me and I am unapologetic about it.
My dedicated regulars ARE MY FRIENDS. I mean this in every sense of the word. They support me when I need it, and after they support me for a while, I eventually stop caring if they can't tip every 3/10 times I'm on cam. I build bonds. I check in on them. I respond when they message me. I send them dumb snaps that make me think of them and vice versa. I'm sexy with them but also not. I'm not afraid to show them who I am.
I am the model that NEVER SHAKES DOWN HER MEMBERS FOR TIPS.
And guess what? I struggle ALL THE TIME BECAUSE OF IT.
The things you all want from a "model" model. A perfect model...lots of us do that, and we are NEVER rewarded for it.
Our jobs are 100% commission. We don't get hourly or ANYTHING. So, naturally, we are going to do shows that sell. Boring things.
Things that we are AS SICK OF DOING AS YOU ARE.
I don't WANT to do a cum show every night. I WANT to dress up as Rick from Rick and Morty and do dumb science experiments on cam and get paid at least 400 tokens an hour to do it and have fun. That is not a lot. Not from the 5-10 prems in my room who visit me EVERY TIME I'M ONLINE and tell me HOW AWESOME I AM and how I NEVER PRESSURE THEM, and never have in 2+ years tipped me.
IF YOU WANT FUN, DIFFERENT CONTENT+SHOWS, WE NEED TO BE PAID FOR IT.
So toss 5 tokens our way when we do something different, because we fucking work hard for great ideas and they never sell so we are doomed to keep doing the shit that sells because we have to eat and have internet.
Edit: Obviously, I'm amazingly bitter that I don't get to do my crazy stupid ideas on cam because people love them, but won't tip me for them and I've spent so much money I never earned back on these stupid ideas.
Double edit: I'm even MORE bitter because I DON'T want to be making top dollar for my shenanigans. I want to make a comfortable wage while making people have fun and caring about them, and people take advantage of that urge to care for people and making me not be able to live on it. I'm so bitter about that.