I just hope I can find answer there. Maybe it make me look like a leech. The problem if I make her annoy she can shout at my face, and ban like guys who treat her bad. But she didn't it. She even doesn't argue with me, just look sad and say I made her upset. That is my worryEvery answer you have given in this thread highlights exactly why she is treating you like this. If I were her I would do the same. Hell if I were her I would have blocked you and cut off all contact by now. You have become clingy, unbearable and just a total pest. She is doing a job and quite clearly wants nothing to do with you so back off and leave her alone. And on the number front she probably didn't know how to say no without causing issues so just handed it over big no no in my opinion. Move on and maybe find someone in the real world to have a relationship with, cam sites are NOT dating sites no matter what you think.