I'm not going to go into my life story on a public forum. Let's just say I don't have the money to do so at this time. Will that change in the future months or years possibly or possibly not. So that goes back to the point about the grass. Why burn down all the grass? Wouldn't you like to be friendly to the grass so down the road the grass is still around to lay on and enjoy.
Members aren't grass... Like I said, it's not elitist or morally wrong to deny a particular form of entertainment (ie not necessary to live, such as water/basic food/etc) to those who can't afford it. Essentially what you're saying is that you can't afford the service but continue to take it anyway. That is what we call freeloading, and is generally frowned upon in most cam rooms