BeetFarmer said:
If it will make you feel better, I am a bad person and should spend eternity rotting in the fires of Hell. So if you are a religious person please believe that I will do just that. Unfortunately I am not religious, and the side that I do relate with more from my parents doesn't believe in Hell...so I'm not quite so worried.
If you want clarification on something I have said or "skirted" then by all means please ask me. I'd prefer that then having false assumptions directed at me.
For starts I never said in any part of my post that you were evil or you should rot in hell. In fact I said you weren't evil, so please don't twist my words around. Fact is however nice you are about it, you do have a hobby that could potentially ruin lives, taking things against someones will and sharing it around to all. That's hardly an "oh my god! burn in hell!" comment. It's not even my opinion, it's a fact. You are skirting around it focusing on the good sides. My post was not to get at you, it was just pointing out that however much you justify and focus on the few girls you've helped, what you're doing is still a bad thing. I was kind of hoping that you'd admit to it, but instead you just decided to twist my words and blow them off with a "burn in hell" statement. I am funnily enough not at your door with torches and pitchforks, no I am not religious not that I think religion remotely comes into it.
You're kind of like a thief who goes in, steals the tv and computer, but makes sure everything else stays in order and leaves a box of cookies. Nice thought, makes you better than most thieves, but you're still a thief. I am sorry that I'm not sugarcoating this and making you feel good about your hobby because you do a few nice things and unlike most cappers I've talked to seem to actually be able to string a sentence together.
This is just my opinion but personally I almost forgive the cappers who seem so bloody stupid that the cleverest thing they've ever done is learn how to record camgirls. You seem like an intelligent enough guy, and you're clearly aware of everything you do and the consequences. I don't think that makes you better than them though. It just means you could probably be worth more than them.
You've said it's partly for the social side, I said this before but why do you want to socialise with a bunch of cappers over making friends with and getting close to some of the amazing girls on mfc? You have shed a relatively bad light on your fellow cappers and several of the things you've said have been along the lines of you being so much better than all the others. If you feel this way about them, then why on earth do you care so much about feeding them with free porn?!
BeetFarmer said:
Sorry, but I know the moment I came in here you were one of the people who chose to basically slap me in the face figuratively speaking and thus will not be satisfied with anything I say
So you made a fast judgement about me assuming that I'll make a fast judgement about you? And therefore anything I say you'll throw off imagining that I'm always going to hate you? Unless of course I start praising your work.
I don't speak for the other girls here, but I'm pretty sure a fair few are just humouring you because they would like to know your reasons behind this. I would also like to know your reasons behind it, I'd just rather have all the details. Whatever you say you are sugarcoating your responses and making capping seem a bit rainbows and lollypops. What I'm saying is it may not be the fiery pits in hell, but it's not what you're painting it to be. I don't believe you're being dishonest either, I just think you are only saying certain parts of it and relatively vague responses on your reasons for it. I understand why you wouldn't want to explain the full details of what goes on, maybe you don't even think about it, but if you're going to be here and your information is actually going to be useful to us, then we need to know from your side the negative parts of capping. Otherwise we can only fill in the dots and make up assumptions. I don't want to hear some crap about you deserving to burn in hell. I want to hear the truth of the negatives, what makes you feel guilt in capping, how often you feel guilty, whether you ever want to stop because of guilt feelings. Whether you ever feel shame for it.
One thing I would also like to know, and don't take this the wrong way, it's not because of anything you've told me, or the way you've spoken, but more because of the hobby itself. Do you have any form of autism? Maybe aspergers or something similar. I have a few friends who have it and I could see them maybe doing something similar to this. I can understand if you wouldn't want to say. But well, it'd explain a fair amount on the compulsion/slightly obsessive side of the hoarding. One of my best friends is aspergers and although he's a lovely person and I think he's great, I also don't think he feels guilt and remorse in the same ways as most people do, it's less of an automatic thing. Whether or not it's something Dwight personally has, I wouldn't be surprised if other cappers have it. Or maybe I just cannot come to terms with why a seemingly bright guy not only has possibly the saddest hobby I have ever heard of (except maybe train spotting...), but a hobby that also upsets and endangers women without him either simply being a bit of an arse or having a condition.
I thought I'd also let you know my government is not your government as in England prostitution is legal. So yes the government would continue letting camgirls work. I also really don't think the government would see camming as close to prostitution. Porn would be down first if that were the case. The assumption I made about how people would pay for porn if you couldn't get it for free may be an assumption, but I have asked many people the same question. Guys I know scoff at the idea of paying for porn, yet admit if they couldn't get it for free they would pay to watch it. I also know many people who used to buy dvds all the time, but now don't because they can download/stream much faster without even paying. It will never stop, but currently it does seem to be happening a bit too much.