Hello Again . As I start visiting Cam sites from the beginning of the lockdown when everyone lost the opportunity to hang out & stuff , I'm a regular visitor of a cam model Chatroom .I really enjoy her show & her one-to-one .I'm a good tipper in her room & may be the best tipper because most of the nights i'm there i found myself as the best tipper among all until the end of her show ( I'm not complaining it's her money & it's me who went there ) but i've many reason that let me think to stop visiting her room .
There are lot of lessons to be learned from your original post. I am not sure you are going to listen to any of this, but maybe someone else in your situation will, someday.... I think you are making some basic errors in how you approach this whole activity, and in how you deal with foreign language models. I also think you need to self-examine what makes you angry, and why.
* The first problem is you are going after a model with too many viewers in her room. You will get the best conversations with models who have fewer than 50 viewers, consistently. A model with lower viewer counts has more time to fill. Such a model will both be more open to your conversation, and she will offer up her own conversations. Models with 500+, and definitely models with 1000+ viewers have so many things being thrown at them that you have effectively no chance to form any kind of meaningful conversation with her. Your mileage may vary, but why put yourself in any situation with poor probability for a good outcome?
* She is a Studio model, and English is not her first language. I adore Russian models, and I have been in easily over 500 Russian model rooms. Many of these struggle to just keep up with the most basic English sentences. What you may not realize is that just translating your sentences to Russian could be extremely difficult for her, and it might even stress her out. I have worked out my own way of conversing with these models in Russian, and I can tell you it is like night and day as far as the quality, the depth, and the amount of conversation I get back when I make it easy for the model to just express herself normally, in her own language. I won't say it is a suicide mission, but I will say any English speaker expecting great conversations in English with a non-English speaker is really just wasting his time.
* Make sure you understand that many Studio models do not type in their own chat windows. Secretly behind the scenes there is another employee of the studio known as the "Operator" who holds the conversations. For me it is now extremely easy to uncover those situations. If you are sensitive to the nuances of personalities, these situations are extremely obvious because there is a complete personality shift in the conversation every time she works a different shift. Different operator=different personality. You can also look for signs like receiving a message from her when she is not typing. Looking for facial expressions that are disconnected from what she types. Look for the model constantly talking to someone off camera. There are clues there. When I encounter those situations I just give up on the room. It's a complete waste of time.
* Chemistry is rare. That is what makes it special. You should be willing to visit 20 rooms to find three models who can even have basic conversations that you both seem to like. You have to be willing to walk out of the 17 rooms pretty quickly where chemistry just does not work. From your first descriptions, it seems obvious to me that this girl is not really into you, but also she does not make very good conversation. And - without blaming either one of you - at very least you have no chemistry together. So why are you wasting your time staying there? It is like you refuse to accept that something square is not round, and you want to argue with her to be something she is never going to be. You are wasting your time and your energy.
* You make yourself too available and too easy. She ignores you and you always come back. She says some rude things to you, and you seem to only be capable of two types of response: either you get overly polite or you blow up in frustration. How about side stepping either one of those paths and just not invest so much time in her to begin with? If you really cannot resist her, then try to visit her once every two weeks and see if she misses (your money) and says some fake-polite things to make it sound like she missed you. But if you get better at listening to words and intuiting her real interest, you will eventually realize she did not miss you and you will come less often. You won't make her want you by being too polite. You won't win her respect by getting angry. Get angry at yourself for caring about someone who does not care for you. Tough love. Tough lesson to learn. But you have to learn it.
* You have an anger management problem. Everything about how this thread ended could be predicted from the part of your original post where you said "The Fact that I asked her twice time why she didn't sleep ( one time yesterday & one time today) , she told me ( why u ask me all the time ) ... I didn't want to get in conflict with her as I controlled my anger & saying to her That i'll come in a while ." You are literally going to blow a fuse and end up in therapy for the next 15 years after you start beating up girlfriends Your basic problem is that you are too slow to see when there is bad chemistry. Instead you get frustrated by that and try to "fix it" by increasingly out-of-control displays of temper. Look for relationships that do not piss you off from day one. Stop investing your time into relationships that piss you off constantly and fantasizing that you are going to change her by telling her how frustrated you are and then becoming unhinged when she does not respond the way you want her to respond.