Random..brain works this way sometimes...had to vent ... get a coffee
thoughts…She..my camgirl “girlfriend”…settings..nighttimeUS on CB
SHE: had dream of car..mentioned exact car wanted..many times
connected with social media..skype whatsapp
became girlfriend
love bombed me on birthday with special cake in pass show
tipping heavy all the time
told me she had an ex…he lost his mind when his father died..they couldn’t make it..he was unwilling..
told me she had a son 5 years old..hesitited to do so
daily compliments
gave me more info
on her and her family without going in to details when asked further
changed the subject
asked for a loan…will pay back..as written on whatsappp
gave he loan..told her since she was going to look for a place in Italy to live pay me back when u get settled..but first
going with “uncle” to Germany to look for 2013 santa fe black or white
by chance I looked on face book and saw a picture of her her brother and her “ex” eating pizza in 2018 january
confused,,she lied..found her face book web site and told her while she was driving back from ger..if she even went there what I discovered
she was irate..i was snooping and checking her out..blamed her bro for the web site
but
I knew her real name..her passport and ID
we settled this and she said this was a long ago picture..i didn’t believe it but passed on it
since I had bought a ticket to meet her in Feb172019 on her birthday in Romania
then one day..dindt hear from her for 3 days
finally she was sick ill migraine, liver, back all of this bullshit,,,but I didn’t question
told me her ex came to her apartment..they spoke for hours in kitchen
he wanted her back…she told him I may be your wife but im not your woman..hahaha
all this time for a while..i told her I can get her divorced…but noo
he was he sons hero..they spoke every day since he lived in Austria working …hahahha
then one day..a Sunday..she told me that here “ex” went to her dad and professed his love for her
and since her day…they guy whos car was trashed..and she need to give him her car to drive..and that’s why she needed her dream..was sick she obliged.
I called her phone.. a man answered..i asked for her name…he had no idea who this was..he sounded honest
I mentioned his sons name and he became attentive and I guess asked cuz he can speak English why I wanted to kno about him..the son.. I asked for “d” again…I heard her in the background..this was her phone this man picked up..i heard her child..they were laughing
I finally hung up
she called sonn there after and an argument ensued..they were visiting her MIL and her “ex” was there
this all passed..i don’t know why I was suck an idiot..foolish I don’t know
but
she was leaving for Italy to look for a place that she can raise her son ..a nice place to get him away from her country
then one day
I called her..na…I called her she picked up we started to speak and she was under stress cuz now I was becoming more attuned to her lies and was asking more questions
well..this was bad,,,,her narsasitic devil reared out
she told me this is the last time I would hear her voice on the phone…she hung up
a week later
on whatsapp…we got into an argument..i sent her a picture…she asked why I sent it…but she had a fantasy about it
she told me it didn’t measure up tiny…belittled me…told me while she was in Italy,,she met a nice Italian man
they made love..his was huge..how degrading this was..brutal with no empathy.. I was hurt..she did this intentionally to hurt me…told me other things…I asked for my money
the loan to be paid in full 16,000USD
or I will follow thru with litigation in her country…she said..i told her it was a gift
I demanded my money… the car loan money..she said..what car?? what money?? ehh..never did
my estimate..tipped over 500,000 tokens on her on cb..and for the most part was thinking im helping her out because she is tired, sick, whateva..
I don’t know what happens to the mind..it takes you where it want to if you are not paying attention to things obvious to another person looking in on it
as of now…. a painful reminder when I think about it
how foolish I was and how calculation and evil she was within her greed..words escape me to define this feeling anger disappointment in myself and for what
to make someone else happy while I suffer… she knew
from the very start..how conniving..selfish..without feeling she knew what she was doing to me
it didn’t matter to her..i suppose..i probably am not the only one she has done this too
but it was my detachment from reality..addiction to this feeling..attention…that was the beginning to my end with this person
I don’t exixt to her now..ignoring on all platforms…
my first instinct is to get even fuck her up make her life bitter hurtfull painfull as she made mine..im not that person tho
it was all a game..a show..an act by a skillful scamming narcissistic being..as she remains today
thoughts…She..my camgirl “girlfriend”…settings..nighttimeUS on CB
SHE: had dream of car..mentioned exact car wanted..many times
connected with social media..skype whatsapp
became girlfriend
love bombed me on birthday with special cake in pass show
tipping heavy all the time
told me she had an ex…he lost his mind when his father died..they couldn’t make it..he was unwilling..
told me she had a son 5 years old..hesitited to do so
daily compliments
gave me more info
on her and her family without going in to details when asked further
changed the subject
asked for a loan…will pay back..as written on whatsappp
gave he loan..told her since she was going to look for a place in Italy to live pay me back when u get settled..but first
going with “uncle” to Germany to look for 2013 santa fe black or white
by chance I looked on face book and saw a picture of her her brother and her “ex” eating pizza in 2018 january
confused,,she lied..found her face book web site and told her while she was driving back from ger..if she even went there what I discovered
she was irate..i was snooping and checking her out..blamed her bro for the web site
but
I knew her real name..her passport and ID
we settled this and she said this was a long ago picture..i didn’t believe it but passed on it
since I had bought a ticket to meet her in Feb172019 on her birthday in Romania
then one day..dindt hear from her for 3 days
finally she was sick ill migraine, liver, back all of this bullshit,,,but I didn’t question
told me her ex came to her apartment..they spoke for hours in kitchen
he wanted her back…she told him I may be your wife but im not your woman..hahaha
all this time for a while..i told her I can get her divorced…but noo
he was he sons hero..they spoke every day since he lived in Austria working …hahahha
then one day..a Sunday..she told me that here “ex” went to her dad and professed his love for her
and since her day…they guy whos car was trashed..and she need to give him her car to drive..and that’s why she needed her dream..was sick she obliged.
I called her phone.. a man answered..i asked for her name…he had no idea who this was..he sounded honest
I mentioned his sons name and he became attentive and I guess asked cuz he can speak English why I wanted to kno about him..the son.. I asked for “d” again…I heard her in the background..this was her phone this man picked up..i heard her child..they were laughing
I finally hung up
she called sonn there after and an argument ensued..they were visiting her MIL and her “ex” was there
this all passed..i don’t know why I was suck an idiot..foolish I don’t know
but
she was leaving for Italy to look for a place that she can raise her son ..a nice place to get him away from her country
then one day
I called her..na…I called her she picked up we started to speak and she was under stress cuz now I was becoming more attuned to her lies and was asking more questions
well..this was bad,,,,her narsasitic devil reared out
she told me this is the last time I would hear her voice on the phone…she hung up
a week later
on whatsapp…we got into an argument..i sent her a picture…she asked why I sent it…but she had a fantasy about it
she told me it didn’t measure up tiny…belittled me…told me while she was in Italy,,she met a nice Italian man
they made love..his was huge..how degrading this was..brutal with no empathy.. I was hurt..she did this intentionally to hurt me…told me other things…I asked for my money
the loan to be paid in full 16,000USD
or I will follow thru with litigation in her country…she said..i told her it was a gift
I demanded my money… the car loan money..she said..what car?? what money?? ehh..never did
my estimate..tipped over 500,000 tokens on her on cb..and for the most part was thinking im helping her out because she is tired, sick, whateva..
I don’t know what happens to the mind..it takes you where it want to if you are not paying attention to things obvious to another person looking in on it
as of now…. a painful reminder when I think about it
how foolish I was and how calculation and evil she was within her greed..words escape me to define this feeling anger disappointment in myself and for what
to make someone else happy while I suffer… she knew
from the very start..how conniving..selfish..without feeling she knew what she was doing to me
it didn’t matter to her..i suppose..i probably am not the only one she has done this too
but it was my detachment from reality..addiction to this feeling..attention…that was the beginning to my end with this person
I don’t exixt to her now..ignoring on all platforms…
my first instinct is to get even fuck her up make her life bitter hurtfull painfull as she made mine..im not that person tho
it was all a game..a show..an act by a skillful scamming narcissistic being..as she remains today
i mean people will pay 70 bucks on pay per view to watch a few guys punch each other. Hell people will pay thousands of dollars to go watch a bunch of fully clothed guys throw a ball around and try to hit it with a stick. 50 bucks to watch a pretty girl dance seems like a good deal in this case.
