Wow I'm so glad I read this . I learned alot about my self that I do not like and did not realize , and will not tolerate it what so ever! I'm putting a stop to that now . I've obviously grown into some kind of monster or have been and just haven't noticed it until now , with my life being on a cam partially .I mean I've always been wild love to smoke and totally have a hard time not drinking on cam but how nasty I sounded to some of the girls on here really made my stomach cringe . I'm truly sorry to any of you woman I was a bitch to and hope you can forgive me! Ive lost touch with myself big time and need to find myself again .you did not deserve that from me in any way.
SHAUN. Shaun was a total sweet heart when he first came to my room , no one had treated me as nice as Shaun had in a long time. And mind you this was when I first started NFC and still hadn't been comfortable with even being fully naked in my room yet , so I had thought he was tipping me huge amounts just to be nice out of the kindness of his heart , boy was I wrong. He's than started asking me if I could do videos for him for outrageous amounts of tokens , such as the 8k tokens tip and constantly nagging me about it knowing things had happened or came up as we would communicate threw text messages sometimes. I do appologise for my unethical work habits . They suck. I have add ADHD dislecksia what evr the fuck you want to call it I have it and man it's always been a pain in my ass. But back to the subject , he asked for a spanking video and I had called my friend right there on cam and asked if she would be down to do it with me and she had totally agreed to it , and when it came down to the day she had got cold shoulder and backed out . There was nothing I could do about that. I told him I would try to find some one else to do it with me and I had felt real bad and still do . Wich brings in
Missmeowmixx I chick with rad hair a dope personality and a knife fettish like my self. I knew she was in to raves and there was a super dope one happening in las Vegas , the electric daisy carnival , and had invited her to go. She sounded stalked and said she so wanted to go , but as it got closer to the event she said she didn't think she was going due to the lack of money , so I decided to chill out in her room and get as many people as I knew to tip her instead of me so she could have enough money to go. Shaun being one of the biggest tippers to tip her. And he had told her I'll get u the money as long as u make sure u get a spanking vid with purp and she agreed quick! Wel......
We get to Vegas ... The first day there she stayed in the room the whole time and wanted nothing to do with any thing until we went to the party that night. Oh and mind you I payed for mix is 3day pass valued at 350 bucks paid for the hotel room all three nights over 800 dollars and bought most of her food, and I had no problem doing it until the the next day she accidentally sent me a text that she ment to send her friend stating how much she hated being there and she wished she was back home and how Vegas
sucked. At that pinyin was pretty upset she was A not having fun but B that she lied when she said she didn't have money to go and just didn't want to go .so the weekend goes on and Sunday she needed to buy her plain ticket to another music festival she was suppose to attend but for some reason she couldn't use her card so she gave me cash and I let her use my card, the charge went threw we went to the party she left early to go to the air port as she was leaving Vegas Monday morning, I stayed at the party, hours go by and I'm on the way back to the room and she calls and said there's been a problem with the ticket , that the airlines were saying the ticket was fraudulent , I called the airlines trying to figure out the problem for ever.going in cirlcles . After about 3 hours of her and I both on the phone with the airlines she decided to just buy a plain ticket home . I thought she was going to buy her own plain ticket. Not knowing she was going to purchase that ticket with my card.Told her once the airlines creditd my account the money from the ticket I would give her her money . I never got a dime back
From any thing. 3 days later I check my bank accounts and see there is not only one
air line charge but 2 , both different amounts and different dates as well as half a dozen
international charges. Now at this point I'm like wow star you really are dumb a
Letting some girl you really have no clue who she is use your card, I felt Like a complete morron , but took it as a lesson learned . Now.....back to
Shaun. I had a raffle Shaun wanted to win real bad solely so he could try to have control over the videos on the flip cam(top prize ) highest amount of tickets got to pick their prize . Shaun had decided that no one would tip higher than he had seeing as he had the most amount of tickets by far so he was going to drop out and stick with what evr tickets he had and if any one won it was because they had fairly tipped more than he and not only told me he was dropping out but made it a point to tell my whole room
several times . Well than came along some one who tipped more than Shaun . And on the last day of the raffle Shaun decides to say fuck what I said to every one I'm getting back and tipped a shit ton over 8 k in tokens. How I see it is he lied to me and lied to my whole room. Had the other contestant known shaun was going to do that he would had made sure his limits were up to par. He flat out lied to meand that pissed me off, iwm not all about tokens and had I been I wouldn't of had him banned and ignored. He wants to say I use men for tokens but if that's the case I would had said battle it out with the other person and tip what ever the he'll you two can but instead I banned Shaun . He called me his best friend but who would do some thing so petty and shady as what he did and continued to do.He than would attack me on skyoe asking me when I was going to get him videos I admit I tried blowing him off because I didn't know what to say to him. I didn't know weather or not to get closure and talked to many people , and very one saying get use to it there is alWays going to be a "Shaun" around when your a cam model. Said I needed to juicy try to ignor it and move on . That was very hard for me to do seeing as hojw I have been known to be real personable with members , but figures that's probably nt a good idea and that's how I was in the jam I was in .
Reason for no vids. I am so sorry, but after a man who knows so much about you contacts members on their private accounts off of mfc and baggers them on why they should not tip me and my aunt gets a email with a link to mfc and forums start getting posted left and right on you, you start to get scared, I'm pretty open with most of my family but like many of us girls im sure not all of our friends and family know. and if they were to know who knows what life with family would be like than and I do what ever I need to to keep me safe from that as well as my family. I did not have a falling out with my editor I had to stop producing due to me wanting my videos down. I didn't think about all the other crap out on the Internet of me , I was trying to focus on what was in my control . and that meant some of the videos I had on presale , had to be taken down . If I knew that Shaun was going to stop everything and move on the videos would be back up tomorrow. But instead every day when evr he has spare time , and that's a lot , he rights on this forum he's hiding in my chat room p m ing members telling them not to tip me, and sending weird gifts to my house for my DOGS and LITTLE SISTER . He scares me he's total stalker material alllllll the way.
I have tried to make it up to people who did buy preorders in any way possible and from what i know very one that head came to me about the videos I have done what o could in my power to better the situation and all but one was not cool with what I offered ,
And no the shot glasses have no pic of me on them lol
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Man I am glad I got that all out, i was trying to not respond knowing that Shaun just wants my attention and who's ever elses he can get , Im not great with words so sorry if I don't make sence at times.
Plea please for give me . I appreciate every ones honesty to the fullest and am going to do every thing in my person to change the negative parts of me that no one cares for and focus on the positive parts. As well as not drink so much , lol girls please I'm so sorry for saying those things and thanks you for teaching me a lot about me. Maub peace love and dope
but my friendship with her could not be salvaged. And now, several months later, I suppose I'm glad it never was.
