I took a break from camming after being blocked on one of my sites, and I thought I was done with this industry. However, I realize now that I'm still new to it and not ready to walk away. I've decided to return, aiming to earn money and use it wisely this time.
That said, I'm struggling with some internal conflicts. Sometimes I feel the need to work outside my home, while other times I want to stay in, make money, and isolate myself since my recent experiences have left me without friends.
I find myself unable to restart my journey, and I'm unsure of what kind of motivation I need.