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The movie Limitless was awesome. Bradly Cooper is as talented as he is sexy, and I want a handful of those super smart pills for myself.
 
Jupiter551 said:
I hate how dreading something on monday always manages to somewhat ruin my sunday.
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I do that all too often lately. :(
 
It's official! I am depressed! It's a weird depression though because I don't feel it on an emotional level as much as on a physical one. I'm sleeping about 11 hours a night (I normally go 8 and am wide awake), I feel no motivation to do anything ever, and I'm accidentally starving myself (I LOVE FOOD, this should NOT be possible!).

Once the SO is back I should be bouncy and great for about a week, but then he leaves again and my life goes back to a lonely house with dogs.... :violin: I really hate the corporate world (the reason he keeps leaving town).
 
AshaSnow said:
It's official! I am depressed! It's a weird depression though because I don't feel it on an emotional level as much as on a physical one. I'm sleeping about 11 hours a night (I normally go 8 and am wide awake), I feel no motivation to do anything ever, and I'm accidentally starving myself (I LOVE FOOD, this should NOT be possible!).

Once the SO is back I should be bouncy and great for about a week, but then he leaves again and my life goes back to a lonely house with dogs.... :violin: I really hate the corporate world (the reason he keeps leaving town).
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Asha I feel for you, I've suffered from depression on and off for years, often as you've described - have you sought any help?
 
Been there. Been there several times on and off actually. No shame in talking to someone about it either. Untreated depression is both miserable and dangerous. Sending happy thoughts your way, and prayers too. Whether you want them or not. ;)
 
Jebbaz said:
Been there. Been there several times on and off actually. No shame in talking to someone about it either. Untreated depression is both miserable and dangerous. Sending happy thoughts your way, and prayers too. Whether you want them or not. ;)
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^This. I know, since I'm also in the exact same boat.

*HEWJ huggles for Asha* :3
 
Frankie said:
New tattoo ROCKS! :D Also, I'm pretty smitten with my new piercing.
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Fuck, that looks amazing, especially considering capturing expressive and well defined portraiture seems to be something most tattooists have a lot of trouble with.
 
I CAN'T COPE WITHOUT TWITTER, GRR! :( I keep refreshing the page like every minute, and it still doesn't work and it sucks! Ahhh life without twitter is not a good one, lol. *twitaholic*
 
Weird I wonder why it only went down on me and Lily and no one else. :eek: I did notice when it worked again, lots of people had been tweeting the whole time it was down for me. :think: :?
 
Jupiter551 said:
AshaSnow said:
It's official! I am depressed! It's a weird depression though because I don't feel it on an emotional level as much as on a physical one. I'm sleeping about 11 hours a night (I normally go 8 and am wide awake), I feel no motivation to do anything ever, and I'm accidentally starving myself (I LOVE FOOD, this should NOT be possible!).

Once the SO is back I should be bouncy and great for about a week, but then he leaves again and my life goes back to a lonely house with dogs.... :violin: I really hate the corporate world (the reason he keeps leaving town).
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Asha I feel for you, I've suffered from depression on and off for years, often as you've described - have you sought any help?
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Nah, it's not a medical depression, just a temporary one. I went through a major bout of depression a few years ago and managed to cope with it on my own and develop a strong sense of perspective on it so I never really spiral down into anything dangerous or anti-social anymore. I'm only depressed because I haven't made any really close friends, working at home leaves me no avenues for real life social interaction, and the SO is gone 3 weeks out of the month. He only has to leave one more time (we think) so after that everything should be better since I won't be alone 80% of my days.
 
AshaSnow said:
Jupiter551 said:
AshaSnow said:
It's official! I am depressed! It's a weird depression though because I don't feel it on an emotional level as much as on a physical one. I'm sleeping about 11 hours a night (I normally go 8 and am wide awake), I feel no motivation to do anything ever, and I'm accidentally starving myself (I LOVE FOOD, this should NOT be possible!).

Once the SO is back I should be bouncy and great for about a week, but then he leaves again and my life goes back to a lonely house with dogs.... :violin: I really hate the corporate world (the reason he keeps leaving town).
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Asha I feel for you, I've suffered from depression on and off for years, often as you've described - have you sought any help?
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Nah, it's not a medical depression, just a temporary one. I went through a major bout of depression a few years ago and managed to cope with it on my own and develop a strong sense of perspective on it so I never really spiral down into anything dangerous or anti-social anymore. I'm only depressed because I haven't made any really close friends, working at home leaves me no avenues for real life social interaction, and the SO is gone 3 weeks out of the month. He only has to leave one more time (we think) so after that everything should be better since I won't be alone 80% of my days.
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Ahh well, fair enough, take care of yourself - it's good that you know it's temporary and will come out of it. If there's only one more time he has to go away catching back up on George RR Martin and/or playing some new video games is a good way to pass the time (Dragon Age and Dragon Age 2 are recommended - Dragon Age has a TON of things in it that I felt like were references to the seven kingdoms)
 
I am just one person, but I can change the world. By that, I mean that I'm converting oxygen to carbon dioxide.
 
Keithy said:
It's Friday Friday Friday
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I should ban you for this. ^^


Mirra said:
Friday of what has felt like a long week... and April Fool's Day. Ready for it to be over already. >_>
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You're tellin me! I was telling peeps on Twitter today that I feel like I'm in Twilight Zone. My head isn't on straight today. Thank Frank I'm not gettin on cam tonight.







PS: I think "Thank Frank" should replace "Thank GOD/Goodness" cuz it sounds awesome and some of us don't actually believe in God... but I do know a few Franks.
 
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