Brit, that wasn't sarcasm. Your right.
When I say I'm going to quit I do. The last time I said it, I quit for 7 months. Then I had an arguement with someone and that made me smoke. If I smoke, I drink. My problem is with alcohol, not cocaine. I can drink like the mad Irish.
This weekend, I've had 38 pints of beer. It doesn't even affect me.
During the week, I work out and don't crave anything. I'm not an addict, but I have a tendancy to binge.
Yikes! I hope I don't get banned for admitting all this. You're right about how it affects you socially. You just give zero fucks.
Tomorrow, I'm back to normal like it didn't happen. I actually prefer to be sober. I'll aim for a year again. When I quit for 7 months last year, I cringed at the memory of smoking and drinking. I enjoy getting smashed on occasion though. I wouldn't dream of it if I had kids or was with someone.
Last week, my supervisor told me I had a secret admirer and asked if I was single. It was one of the girls at reception. She's really nice as well. I didn't follow up on it as I know I have issues right now.
What you've made me realise is that I'm in denial.
I better log out. I just wanted to say thanks