Oh man, I really didn't want to start anything like that with my post >__<
It
is true that I'm really insecure about pretty much all my bodyparts, like FrecklesXxX has already mentioned. I have a low self-esteem. It's probably on the border to body dysmorphic disorder. (I also perceive myself as chubby, my BMI is 19,8, I don't really like my nose (had plastic surgery on it when I was 16), hate my under-eye-circles, my face shape, my stomach, my legs, my skin colour, ... etc. etc.)
About the members and what they really meant... I thought about it, and I suppose
most of them were being honest and a few were being polite. I mean, if you think a girl's boobs are too small, you just don't say it.. do you. You leave the room instead, and that night I managed to keep an amount of people in my room that was extraordinary for me. I kept asking myself why they were still there - I think that's a pretty good example of my perception of my looks. :roll:
About the implants, that's still in the distant future of course and I have to think it through a couple of times. Fake breasts still tend to look so.. fake today that I'm not sure if I really want them. On the other hand, everytime I look at my own breasts, I have a bit of a crisis. Especially because I'm 20 years old and too old to tell myself "maybe they'll grow eventually". -.-
FrecklesXxX, I just want to hug you.