Re: The 4/20 Thread: Weed, Counterculture, Politics and Ethi
Aella said:
I have no issue with pot or potsmokers. I am absolutely for legalization, and frequently hang around people high out of their minds.
But I personally don't like it or what it does to my brain, and sometimes I have trouble understanding people who smoke it regularly for reasons other than health benefits (which I definitely believe exist and are important). I find myself unable to think clearly, like my brain suddenly got really tired without actually feeling tired, and that feeling is incredibly uncomfortable to me. It's like the world suddenly got blurry, like I lost my glasses.
I've lately been trying to understand what sort of reaction it has in others' brains in regards to their thought patterns. If it clouds your thoughts, how can you enjoy not thinking clearly? Or does it do different things to your thoughts? I've heard some people say it helps them think *more* clearly, and others say that not thinking is the entire point. Others say it just relaxes their emotions.
I'm mainly just trying to figure out the relationship between enjoyment of pot and the effect it has on thought clarity. Are the two related?
Again - completely not judging here. I adore alcohol and it's not like eight shots of vodka have ever been known to produce an Einstein.
Though that's another thing. I don't understand why I like what alcohol does to my brain, but not pot. I think for me alcohol is like putting on sunglasses in a darkened room, while pot is just losing the glasses you need to drive. I don't know. I'm really confused about this.
What is it like for you? How is thought clarity with alcohol different than thought clarity on pot?
And I'm referring to like... if someone sat you down while you were super drunk/high and then asked you for personal advice on a really complicated and difficult relationship matter? Or asked you to solve a logic problem?
How does your brain function, depending on the source of intoxication and the type of thinking involved with the question?
(Pardon me for dragging up an old thread, but I did want to answer this!)
I am a rather occasional user of both, and here's how it works for me:
Alcohol
Feeling - I frequently don't feel the booze hit me for a couple hours, then the whole night's worth of drinks will hit at once, leaving me very warm and fuzzy. At this point, my pain is severely decreased, and I'm reading to go to sleep, which is good, because this tends to happen around 1:30AM, when I'm reading to leave the club, bar, or living room. No matter how much I drink, I do not black out, or lose memory. I also never get hangovers - but that may be due to responsibility on my part. Before drinking, I make sure I'm well hydrated, and decently nourished with a meal balanced in carbs, fats, and proteins. If I can, I do the same before bed, bare minimum having a glass of water. I've woken up still drunk, but I've never been hungover.
Judgement - Even when my end-of-the-night slam happens, I still have reasonably good judgement. I NEVER drive impaired - I actually have a friend who's my "designated driver", and she doesn't drink, so I'm her "designated drinker" - and I know exactly when to stop because it's plenty, or tell someone that they need to remove their hands from wherever they put them without permission. I'm more creative, and frequently have a drink or two if I need to do some writing, because it always turns out better. I tend to "sober up" rather quickly when important decisions need to be made - like when I came home hammered, only to find my husband dead in the bathroom, I was able to handle everything that went along with that very calmly, and didn't start crying until the coroner left. I did worry that they thought I might be some heartless person who didn't care, but I'm sure there are plenty of people who deal with grief by just focusing on the business that needs done at the time.
Different amounts - I can very how much I drink, and go anywhere from a single drink to a whole bottle of hard liquor. One glass of wine sets me up very nicely for bed. A couple beers are nice, and I typically have one while I cam, because that'll keep me calm enough to not rip anyone's head off. If I'm at Ren Faire, my "safe place", I will down half a bottle of Yukon Jack, enjoy talking and bullshitting, and head to bed at some absurd time of the morning.
Pot
Feeling - I get a nice, buzzy, floaty feeling initially. My head spins and I feel a little dizzy. My body feels nice, pain subsides, and I giggle a bit. These feelings float away, and then I get fucking PRODUCTIVE! We're talking an hour worth of sewing done in twenty minutes. Bam! Finished that! Next! More!
Judgement - I have never tested my judgement while using pot, so I can't give you any conclusive answers, but it feels like that clarity that I have while writing drunk.
Here's the fun part!
I'm not the best example for pot, because of the 7 times I've smoked, here's how it went:
1- Homemade pipe. Smoked a lot, more than others, did not feel any different. When this was the ONLY time I'd smoked, I kept getting a lot of "Nobody gets high the first time." Really? I can't believe that, sorry. If NOBODY gets high the first time, I doubt many people would have had the thought process of "Maybe it doesn't work the first time. I'll try again in a couple days and see what happens". No, they would have just moved on to the next plant, right?
2- Store-bought pipe, "shotgunned" from a friend who wanted to see what I was like high. What happened? Zil.
3- Sitting on my porch drinking, roommate hands me pipe, I partake socially, again, enough to get the others high, no fun for me.
4- Same as 2. Nothing.
5- Bong. Smoked too much, felt nice, then went to sleep it off.
6- Bong again! Smoked just enough apparently, see above comments on productivity and clarity.
7- Socially smoking a pipe at a friends. Nothing happened.
My Medical History
I have a high tolerance to pain killers. I've had migraines since age 6, and chronic back pain since age 12, and receive zero benefits from Tylenol due to frequent use. According to the bottle, if you take more than 10 in 24 hours, you've overdosed. Well, I've "overdosed" and had zero pain relief. I have to take a good 5-6 ibuprofen now, I'm getting tolerant to that. I'm currently at the 2 naproxen stage, we'll see how that goes. I had percoset once after surgery, and for me it was like your average adult taking baby Tylenol - ooh, that shaved a tiny sliver off of the pain, yay! Lortab worked nicely for the pain, but I would take a 4-hour nap in the middle of the day - and that was when I cut it in THIRDS!
Surprisingly, going to the strip club and getting hammered helps my migraines subside for a few hours, though it'll be back when I wake up. So does going to Pride and screaming for beads? My head's weird.