Being from a country in South America vs. Europe, it’s possible the risk feel less than the reward. The chances of you showing up are small but the chances of presents is pretty high! Take the money away and you’ll know, but even so... I’ll honestly say the pursuit of her seems unwise anyway.
Yeah you're probably right, I'm going to cool off for a little while and see her response..
Shes spoken about getting out of this life, perhaps we could part ways and see if our paths cross again in the future once she does and maybe we'd he better for it..