Dood, what the fuuuuuuuuck? You're either a really good troll, or you need to seek professional help. This obsession (if it's real) is not healthy. It's not doing you any good and it's sure as shit not gonna do her any good if (God forbid) you actually do track her down. It's not going to lead to happy fun sex times and a super swell committed relationship, it's going to end in tears and a criminal record (for you) and tears and fear and paranoia and the ball-ache of trying to get a restraining order put in place (for her). Nobody comes out of this smiling, ya know?
So for your sake and hers, please stop this absolute fucking insanity.
So for your sake and hers, please stop this absolute fucking insanity.