Daily Thoughts

[bawksy]

There's nothing like going to 4chan, going to /b/ while you're checking other forums such as /m/, /tg/, and others to see what's going on, only to step on a CP landmine... I have no one to blame but myself. :hiding:

The two faces of /b/...

 

[Sevrin]

 

[Mikeythegeek]

After a few weeks of being down and pissed off at everything and just being unhappy, I think I'm finally getting a handle on things again and I think I finally have a game plan for my near future. It's just a question of putting that plan into action and fixing the problems caused by being unhappy (if I'm allowed to fix them, that is).

 

[camstory]

I understand that our differences often can make us feel like :? or even and sometimes but if these differences do no harm to anyone or anything, but are simply a different way of looking at life, and/or a different style of living, Which is what I am thinking of. Then why is it that these differences or these feelings of :? and so often lead to :snooty: and :naughty: or even :evil: :angry4: There is no rational reason for this. I am sure it has a lot to do with a fear of the unknown and a need to support the norm as defined by our peers and those who's view we are under. There is the fear of finding ourselves :lol: at too. I think that :liar: and ray: and other things we learn when we are young, combind with an unwillingness to communicate :shhh: are a big piece of the problem. But even if I can understand some of the reasons for :snooty: :naughty: :evil: and :angry4: it still makes me that we can not more often meet these differences with :hello2: or even a guarded :dance:. Short of that it seems that :whistle: might be a better response then :angry4:. It's a silly way to say what I think, I guess but I am a little different. That's my :twocents-02cents:

 

[lordmagellan]

Hot salsa, cold beer.

Unfortunately, the beer isn't cold enough. :angry4:
Meant to represent a burning mouth, not anger.

 

[AlexLady]

I understand that our differences often can make us feel like :? or even and sometimes but if these differences do no harm to anyone or anything, but are simply a different way of looking at life, and/or a different style of living, Which is what I am thinking of. Then why is it that these differences or these feelings of :? and so often lead to :snooty: and :naughty: or even :evil: :angry4: There is no rational reason for this. I am sure it has a lot to do with a fear of the unknown and a need to support the norm as defined by our peers and those who's view we are under. There is the fear of finding ourselves :lol: at too. I think that :liar: and ray: and other things we learn when we are young, combind with an unwillingness to communicate :shhh: are a big piece of the problem. But even if I can understand some of the reasons for :snooty: :naughty: :evil: and :angry4: it still makes me that we can not more often meet these differences with :hello2: or even a guarded :dance:. Short of that it seems that :whistle: might be a better response then :angry4:. It's a silly way to say what I think, I guess but I am a little different. That's my :twocents-02cents:

All I have to say is :shock: :? :violin: :lol:

 

[LacieLaPlante]

I've been on ACF for OVER A YEAR NOW Been great, you guys.

 

[Mirra]

Where am I and how did I get here?

 

[JoleneBrody]

Where am I and how did I get here?

OMG Mirra!! I thought you got abducted by aliens! How's your ass BB?

 

[sxycherrypie]

Sometimes I think to myself when the hell am I going to get my damn tongue pierced lol.

 

[Mirra]

OMG Mirra!! I thought you got abducted by aliens! How's your ass BB?

It hasn't been the same since the aliens actually. It's the probes. I don't really want to talk about it...

But no really... just been in a different phase of my life lately but think about you guys here often and hope you're all doing well.

 

[Sevrin]

Everyone who joins MFC this month gets tagged with "Sep '11". That doesn't bode well.

 

[Keithy]

Too much hate.
Spread some love.
I would fuck anyone on this forum.
Except bawksy...






he never lets me be on top.

 

[Rose]

Too much hate.
Spread some love.
I would fuck anyone on this forum.
Except bawksy...






he never lets me be on top.

I'll fuck him for you. Someone get me a strap on and help me hold him down!

 

[Rose]

I had two family members pass today/last night. I don't want to cam this week but I need to make $1000 before the end of this pay period. Anyone hate money as much as I do? Rawr.... :crybaby:

 

[Traditio]

My condolences, Rose!
Wish you strength and courage and some really good friends to go through the rough times!

 

[Mirra]

Anyone hate money as much as I do? Rawr.... :crybaby:

Not on the same level as your situation (my condolences) but I recently had to replace the clutch in my car... which is my latest excuse for hating money.

 

[Jaydenrainey]

im really sorry for your losses rose. money is the worst.

 

[MrRodry]

My condolences blackxrose.

 

[Rose]

Thanks for the well wishes guys. The biggest stress right now is just figuring out how am I going to come up with $1000 this pay period. :/ Looks like I just get to suck it up and keep working.

 

[Traditio]

Summer is over, Winter is coming...
I can see some mountains of the alps from my workplace and today is the first day i can see snow on the tops.
Although my wife just called and informed me that she needed to switch on the heating.

 

[GreatDane]

Sorry for your loss BlackxRose, keep them in your thoughts and you are already there. I know it's not the same, but they would understand.

 

[lordmagellan]

I'm not a fan of this waking up when I'm normally going to be thing. The dawn and I are not on speaking terms.







And, Rose, Condolences.

 

[AmberCutie]

Where am I and how did I get here?

:dance: :shock: :shock: :dance:

 

[Mikeythegeek]

I had two family members pass today/last night. I don't want to cam this week but I need to make $1000 before the end of this pay period. Anyone hate money as much as I do? Rawr.... :crybaby:

My sincerest condolences, rose.

Where am I and how did I get here?

Fuckin' hell, man. Just when I was thinking you had disappeared for good. Guess I have to get back into twitter and re-follow you after doing for cleaning in there last week.

 

[camstory]

My condolences blackxrose.

 

[Mirra]

Where am I and how did I get here?

Fuckin' hell, man. Just when I was thinking you had disappeared for good. Guess I have to get back into twitter and re-follow you after doing for cleaning in there last week.

I wouldn't worry about it. I have a feeling this will be a short-lived return. When I feel my self-control slipping and the urge to spend money gets too high, I'm going to have to bail again. Just not a good time in my life for that silliness. It's hard to say no to some of these ladies though.

 

[Jaydenrainey]

ackk im so nervous i sent out my rental application and fees today for an awesome apartment that im in love with. i let the lady know up front (she was gonna do a credit check anyways)that my credit wasnt the greatest due to medical stuff and i would be willing to throw down an extra month or twos rent if need be. she sent me a welcome letter with a confirmed move in date so i think.. thats a good sign. if i get this apartment i will do so many happy dances.
its the perfect price in the perfect location. i can totally visualize my life there happier than it is in chicago.

 

[Mirra]

So I meant to be in bed almost an hour and a half ago... but I started reading the HD cam thread... and then I started playing with my cam testing quality and such since I have the Quickcam Pro 9000 that is so popular. Skip forward to now and 10 videos later and I've spent a lot of time recording myself, watching the recordings, and realizing just how much I need psychiatric help. Then after all that I think to myself "Oh oh! Self! I should share my craziness with all those people who I haven't really spoken to a lot lately because they'll totally care and/or find it amusing."

Maybe I need to get out of the house more... because I've somehow managed to "lose it" when I am pretty sure it was already lost to begin with.

 

[Bocefish]

I kinda feel sorry for those that have never dropped a sharp tone arm upon a new piece of vinyl.