hi @punker barbie my chaturbate ability to broadcast has been susspended. i was talking with a good friend of mine named Ole in password show. he is someone i known from elsewhere in another site a long time ago so he is basically like a lover to me. and i was the one who introduced him to chaturbate to sign in and support me through chaturbate and he spent quite a lot on CB tokens
so in few words
i got a little more emotional when he had told me 3 days ago that he had 6 days left to live. because he was battling the final days of stage 3 cancer... so i talked to him for the last time which had made me look sad and cry in the broadcast. and i had also revealed issues i had of my own to him to commisorate with him
but in the end of our show i told him ill message him on skype... the reason for this is because he was going back to the hospital, he he had revealed to me in the past that chaturbate couldn't work for him when he is in hospital because such websites are blocked from hospital Wi-Fi. and i needed to know how he is fairing.
right after that conversation i have not been able to broadcast because my broadcast had been susspended right after that
today i was messaged by Ole's Big brother telling me that he is already gone,
i know it is not right when a broadcaster is emotional on cam but we sometimes do not have control when bad news wil come alone... i could have signed off and come back when in right state of mind, but it seemed like a goodbye from him and furthur more i was in password show with him i didnt know it was going to be an issue
can you reinstate my ability to broadcast please? i have peopke and animals to take care of and chaturbate broadcast freeze earnings and ability to make more... he died trying to help me from the guilt about thinking he caused this for me. i simply unable to accept help from a recently gone person . please reconsider and reinstate my broadcasting
if you would know how much is it to handle to loose a loved one and a job at tha same time
my chaturbate my person code is ebjIUG
so in few words
i got a little more emotional when he had told me 3 days ago that he had 6 days left to live. because he was battling the final days of stage 3 cancer... so i talked to him for the last time which had made me look sad and cry in the broadcast. and i had also revealed issues i had of my own to him to commisorate with him
but in the end of our show i told him ill message him on skype... the reason for this is because he was going back to the hospital, he he had revealed to me in the past that chaturbate couldn't work for him when he is in hospital because such websites are blocked from hospital Wi-Fi. and i needed to know how he is fairing.
right after that conversation i have not been able to broadcast because my broadcast had been susspended right after that
today i was messaged by Ole's Big brother telling me that he is already gone,
i know it is not right when a broadcaster is emotional on cam but we sometimes do not have control when bad news wil come alone... i could have signed off and come back when in right state of mind, but it seemed like a goodbye from him and furthur more i was in password show with him i didnt know it was going to be an issue
can you reinstate my ability to broadcast please? i have peopke and animals to take care of and chaturbate broadcast freeze earnings and ability to make more... he died trying to help me from the guilt about thinking he caused this for me. i simply unable to accept help from a recently gone person . please reconsider and reinstate my broadcasting
if you would know how much is it to handle to loose a loved one and a job at tha same time
my chaturbate my person code is ebjIUG
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