NerdgasmGirl said:
I was feeling terrible about it because I'd just been talking to her family 9hrs before when my shift started and before I could say or do anything my CN goes "Well, I guess she won't be hitting her fucking call button every fifteen fucking minutes now, will she?"
WTF, bitch?
I quit and while I haven't met the nursing staff at the hospitals here...I really don't think I'd go back to it unless I really had to.
I worked in the office of a slaughterhouse for a while, the idea of the whole operation really bothered me but the operation was top notch and the owners made sure it was as clean and untraumatic for the livestock as possible.... a very rare thing in that industry.
However, the thing that made me quit wasnt the business, it was the people and how I saw it change them from crying on their first few days to smiling and enjoying the job. They would become desensitized to it so fast, and so completely after a short while they would be cracking jokes about a botched kill or a crippled animal in the line. It made my guts cramp to see someone who a week before was bawling their eyes out in the bathroom to turn into.... that.
I had grave concerns about how that translated to life outside the plant for these people. It had contaminate their interpersonal relationships.
Needless to say... I'm a fair weather vegetarian. If I'm hungry I'll eat the meat, if I'm sure of where it came from I'll eat it, but left to my own daily eating habits (restaurants) I pretty much avoid anything that had a pulse before it hit my plate, I can imagine where it came from. I do eat meat/sausage/bacon but my personal supply is from people I know and livestock I've seen happy & healthy. Or, it's wild game.... you can't get any more free and happy than that.
I just bought a pair of goats the other day ( I hate my property where I have to groom/mow/bushwhack it) and the guy who delivered them was a nice guy, I said "well its good you delivered them so you can see they will have a nice life and I wont eat em" (he sold them as pet goats, they are child tame and tie trained... like big needy puppies) he said, in front of this little tiny girl petting the goats "hey eat em if you like, they are just goats"
The little girl looked horrified. He thought it was funny when she got all teary eyed.
I showed the kid all the property they were gonna live on with other critters and she cheered up.
This is what happens to people, they lose all empathy for the livestock and even their own kids.
Be cautious of what line of work you get into. It'll kill your soul.