I thought I could muster the energy for a regular show tonight, but I was so wrong! Last night zapped me. Not only energy-wise but mentally I'm a bit drained.
All day yesterday I was anxious and a nervous wreck, just wondering how things would go. Once she got here I could tell she was nervous too. To say it was overwhelming once we logged on cam would be a major understatement! I felt like my attention was divided in many directions. I wanted to make sure she was comfortable and was entertaining enough for everyone. Plus I ended up with over 2000 people in my room, and I lost the ability to keep track of everything going on. Tips flew in, lots of people were talking at once, and many new names popped in. All of those factors nearly made my head explode. (Nevermind the fact that I hadn't eaten pussy in a long while and was already anxious about that!)
Obviously we ended up having a very successful night on cam, but I did leave the night feeling a little off. It was so different than what I'm used to on a daily basis. Given all that, I think I am going to keep any future girl on girl action off-cam. I'm looking forward to getting back into my groove over the next couple of days. For now I am going to relax and unwind in preparation for the week to come.
Thanks to everyone for their unconditional support throughout this entire month. It's officially halfway over today!
All day yesterday I was anxious and a nervous wreck, just wondering how things would go. Once she got here I could tell she was nervous too. To say it was overwhelming once we logged on cam would be a major understatement! I felt like my attention was divided in many directions. I wanted to make sure she was comfortable and was entertaining enough for everyone. Plus I ended up with over 2000 people in my room, and I lost the ability to keep track of everything going on. Tips flew in, lots of people were talking at once, and many new names popped in. All of those factors nearly made my head explode. (Nevermind the fact that I hadn't eaten pussy in a long while and was already anxious about that!)
Obviously we ended up having a very successful night on cam, but I did leave the night feeling a little off. It was so different than what I'm used to on a daily basis. Given all that, I think I am going to keep any future girl on girl action off-cam. I'm looking forward to getting back into my groove over the next couple of days. For now I am going to relax and unwind in preparation for the week to come.
Thanks to everyone for their unconditional support throughout this entire month. It's officially halfway over today!