I have known of the secret since I was about 13, but I learned it as "create your own reality". Yes, learned in school, - A class that met one time a week, our class assignment was that we make an effort to apply the notion that you create your own reality, through attraction via mental imagery, and that we document once a day our progress, or lack there of. About 4 or 5 weeks into the course, and I had not recorded one piece of progress, I was asked by the teacher, why I thought that was? 'I did not know', was my answer. the teacher then suggested that maybe I was not working hard enough, was not making the effort to keep these things I had said I wanted in my minds eye as much as was required for me to create my own reality. Was I being lazy? Yes, I guessed that probably was why it had not worked for me, when it had to different degrees for almost every one else in the class.TashaDutch said:
Years later remembering that conversation, I realized, I was not being lazy, - what she had called lazy, I then saw as wanting for nothing. I think that not really wanting for anything, combined with the underling thought, that it was a bunch of fucking bull shit, are prolly why it did not work for me. I later became pretty sure that this idea/mind set, was not without merit. That it did seem to work for some who wanted strongly, and worked to apply it intensely.
