Peekaboo,
Excited for my first live Cam show tomorrow. Of course I am nervous, but I adore the nervous butterflies that come with doing anything new.
Being nervouse has always been an advantage for me. Not lucky, just learned that accepting what I thought were flaws actually made me more desirable.
I will say I am lucky to be broadcasting with a partner I adore. We have shared our intimacy together on camera before.. In a hotel room after a night out in Europe. The first night was amazingly beautiful, both of us were wined and dined at a 3 star Michelin restaurant.
After such a long trip going straight into a night of such glamour lead to much frustration and fear. The intimacy really began the second night, the two of us adventuring around town, meeting so many people. We lived on the edge, and before we went too far came back together in our hotel for a night of deep and meaningful sensual romance. We brought a camera which we were excited to use... neither of us begged, we knew in an instance what we wanted to have on record.
This was almost 3 years ago, we have ended the formal relationship and after having other lovers are going to take the sacred sexual connection we had from the start and share it with others.
I have no idea what I am doing, but I am excited to do it both with excitment and love for myself and him.
I watch porn... always have, always will... I am proud and love myself as much as I love everyone else. That sex tape wasn't my first. First one was at 18, am sticky with excitment to keep the experiences cumming.
Love,
Me and my Lady Bush