I’m a cam model been camming for 3 years got banned for the second time last week
Had 65,000 followers
I guess lately I’ve been over camming tired of being objectified tired that the job market is so fkd that I can’t even quit becuz I can’t get an actual job.
Got banned for telling a guy to fuck off or off himself. I think that’s why I got banned. They won’t tell me why.
I used to love camming used to love how fun and easy it was now it’s just no tippers with a lot of personal questions of just wanting in depth convos again not tipping it’s exhausting
Or I’ll be in the middle of a goal and have someone get mad at me because I didn’t respond yet (I’m riding a dildo?)
I used to love to be sexy and silly on cb now I finish and feel dead inside not sure when it all changed. I don’t do anything I don’t want to do even when it’s slow and that seems to piss them off more.
But I have learned so much about the male gaze while being on here. Do i hate that all my personal info has been leaked for all the creepy incels to find me yeah. Do I hate that I can’t be a TikTok influencer or have dreams of being in media or the legal field cuz this will inevitably show up? Yeah. But at one time it was fun and easy money.
And for the men who are nice and use it for what it is I like them most.
I’m a girl who’s really shy so having an at home job like camming changed my life and also ruined it.
I accept it for what it is now and wish they’d un ban me as I do have bills I gotta pay lmao but maybe it’s the universe forcing me to get a big girl job now lol.