HELLO ! I told you I'd be back with a *r*e*a*l* intro … here we go, y'all.
RECAP: Call me Lil !!! Right now I'm ONLY on MFC (@LilCucci) , and have a Twitter (@bigcucci) ! Phat Pussy Energy ! Besides that , there's everything else about me that I'm sorting through to figure out what belongs online/to my persona on cam , and this is what I've got so far--
I'm a real live girl from the
United States , if you dig at me enough I might admit my time zone. Still trippin' on privacy.
I started camming on November 1st, 2019 which is a formal way of saying I still proverbially need my diaper changed and cry for my mommy and don't know how to feed myself. Okay , so maybe the latter two aren't so proverbial. I started camming because a) like most people,
Cash
Rules
Everything
Around
Me; but some medical stuff prevents me from being able to work a traditional job , I only recently got tired of being fired for things out of my control and went on the hunt to not hate what I do for work and who I work for.
Turns out I love being slutty and I don't hate myself ! Also camming because b) I have an incroyable fascination with kinks , fetishes , and what turns me (and others) on. I don't feel like I've ever had a partner that's willing to go there with me , but I think I've found a community that will.
Mostly here's what I've come up against camming:
Feeling unprepared
and letting that stop me from streaming
Feeling unattractive
and letting that stop me from streaming
Feeling overwhelmed
and letting that stop me from streaming
Feeling like my feelings have stopped me from streaming so much that obviously I'm never going to find any semblance of consistency and be able to hold a client base or build a community or make any meaningful connections and even though this is my only source of income I'm going to procrastinate out of fear and "not knowing enough" even though I have ALWAYS learned best hands on
and letting that stop me from streaming
NEEDING SUPPORT FROM MY FELLOW CAM MODELS AND FINDING A COMMUNITY WITH THEM NOT JUST THE MEMBERS ON THE CAM SITE*******************
In conclusion,
FEELINGS LOL. Also, hi everyone ! I am so glad I've fumbled around 'til I found some a forum I can fly my freak flag and not worry about it affecting my cam score... or whatever.
Thanks to @AmberCutie for running this thing so we could come together about how we cum together.
U Kno U Luv Me
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Xoxo, Gossip Girl
I heard about this page from other woman and I look forward to chatting more with you all 
anyways my ex cam model partner moved away and went a different direction in life and God bless her in everything she does she was a great partner. But now I'm looking to get back to work if there are any women near Bakersfield California and I'm serious about doing cam work contact me anytime. Not sure if we're allowed to leave our phone number here though so just contact me on here. 5 ft 9 in 180 lb 34 years old but can look younger, 7 to 7 and 1/2 inch tool, straight but if good money was on the line would probably give up a hand job. Experienced in two women three ways, tantric, BDSM Dom and sub, role playing, and a casual chat with viewers. Would like to build a new brand with someone hopefully we can meet up and see if we are a good fit. I'm not a creep looking to get laid I'm a professional worker I have my own personal relationships on the side that keep me plenty satisfied and busy. Hope to hear from you ladies soon. Also will travel if traveling fees and lodging fees are taken care of.
