Hello! I am ScorpioJules on MFC. I finally tried to go live last night and could not get it to work. I'm glad this site exists. Maybe I will get an answer here quicker than waiting for MFC to reply.
Anyway I am extremely excited to have made this decision! I have been thinking about cam modelling for a few years but didn't feel comfortable with the idea until recently. I graduated university (psychology major) and had a corporate job that paid decently but I wanted to find another way to make money that doesn't involve furthering the interests of a greedy soulless corporation (like many people, I have come to learn that corporations rule the world and the world is in an abysmal state from a spiritual perspective).
I was attracted to the flexibility, opportunity to be creative, ability to start right away, and earning potential of cam modelling. Due to an expected financial hardship I worked as an escort through an agency for a couple months during my last year of university, and I'm genuinely grateful for that experience. The clients were largely business moguls and c level executives who wanted to party with hot girls. I was surprised at how little sex was involved and how much I learned from getting to know these people. I made great money too, but alas frequently staying up till 5am doing drugs is not a lifestyle I wanted to maintain (also, I did have to put out eventually and it feels gross to have sex when you're not really enjoying it).
This experience forced me to face my guilt and shame regarding my sexuality and womanhood. In my journey towards deciding on cam modelling I met this girl and her boyfriend on tinder (he turned out to be a pimp and I was not down for that situation) and he said "every whore is a witch and every witch is a whore" he came from a family of pimps and he highlighted how women are shamed out of being sexual creatures as a means of control. If women had no shame regarding their sexuality, patriarchy simply wouldn't work because women would not be groomed into thinking that getting married is the ultimate means of having their emotional/ physical/ financial needs met, thus they would not be participating and you can't control the population and achieve monopolistic control over earth's resources when half the population is busy doing things their own way and has no desire to relinquish their power (hence witches were burned because they were the OG naturopaths and the medical community knew they were a threat to achieving monopolistic control over the healthcare system that they have today, also interesting to note how this is not what we all learned about witch burning in school...).
SO I came to realize that this shame and guilt that I and many women feel surrounding their sexuality is a result of generations of brainwashing. And I am here to take my power back! Creative life force energy and sexual energy are the same. I believe that by embracing and expressing your sexuality in an authentic way, you naturally begin to manifest your dreams. Owning your pussy power is the first step. One of our biggest challenges in life is not to be controlled by fear. As Jim Carey once said, many people make decisions out of fear disguised as practicality. I long to live an extraordinary life, and this is a big step for me.
SO if anyone is still reading this (lolll) I will reveal more about myself as a cam model
I love to flirt and tease. I like dressing girly and have a thing for y2k era fashion right now (paris hilton and britney spears
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I like girly pop music, fetish rap, hip hop, and I also like psychedlic music as a tool to reflect or clear my mind. I love weed! I have a pax - it helps keep me in tune. I am slim and very energetic. People often tell me I should be an actress because I'm very expressive and charismatic. I am aspiring to continue studying to become a psychoterapist and am currently doing some volunteer work towards that end.
I bought a lovense but am undecided if I want to use it in my live shows. I am naturally very curious about people and open to different experiences. I like the interactive aspect of cam modelling (and I love attention! hehehe).
If you are still reading this, don't be shy to say hello! I have no cam model friends (yet). It would be great to connect with some like minded people.
Thanks for reading, bye for now!! XOXO
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