Hi, I'm your biggest fan!
Cam-girls saved my life. Last year I was in a deep, dark place: wife of 35 years cheated on me and walked out. I wasn't suicidal, but emotionally I was road-kill. It was like a constant, unwanted adrenaline high, with alternating waves of rage and anxiety. I was not getting much sleep. As we all know there is one sure-fire way to get a man to fall sleep. Sex.
So, after careful research to assure myself that they did not necessarily exploit women, I explored cam-sites. Besides needing to relax so I could get more than 3 hours of restless sleep at a time, I was looking for safe "revenge sex," and a way to emotionally connect without exposing anyone - a date, for instance - to my "radioactive core" in person. It was a way to rediscover my own sexuality and self, and to bolster my ego. I know deep down they were telling me what I wanted to hear, but even so, when a gorgeous 20-or 30-something tells me I'm a handsome guy, it has a positive effect. lol.
Visiting cam rooms, for me, was therapy. And it cost a lot less. I became a regular visitor to a few cam-rooms, and got to know the women. They were sweet, sympathetic and happy to, er ... help me produce dopamine, the "feel-good" chemical produced in the brain during sex. I got interested in their lives and was emotionally supportive in their struggles.
I was fascinated by the cam-world. I still am. I've made many discoveries and observations. I've made good friends and I've even visited a couple of cam-girls in person. Not for sex. It's a long and interesting story for another thread.
So, cam-girls, thank you thank you thank you!
