::::Trigger Alert:::: (not sure if I did this right, my apologies if not)
I'm in a really bad place in my head right now. Seems like everything I say and do is wrong and starts a fight that leads to me being to blame for everything. I really don't see it getting better, and I can't stop crying. I don't know why I'm posting this here, I'm sure I'll regret it later. I can't deal with this anymore, I tried therapy, tried anti-depressants, tried dealing with it on my own, and I'm feeling hopeless and like giving up might be the only solution. I'm sorry to be such a downer, it's just how I feel a.t.m. and I don't have anyone to talk to.