Too "professional" looking?

[AudriTwo]

You guys!!!! I had a wonderful night!!!! I made my goal of 5000 tokens but that was mostly because of one darling friend from my old account and a couple others that helped. He really liked the new set ups and seemed to really be into the creative stuff. I am so very happy! It might have been luck, I dunno but I hope this steak continues. I'm gong to keep putting this energy out into the universe and hope it comes back. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT! I might have just given up on my creativity otherwise. Im so grateful for this community.

You'll learn camming takes a lot of luck. Glad to hear it's finally working out! Congrats on a successful night! You deserve it! Here is to many more!

 

[Judy_]

You'll learn camming takes a lot of luck. Glad to hear it's finally working out! Congrats on a successful night! You deserve it! Here is to many more!

Thanks so very much. It was indeed luck. The next night I was on for two hours and made 280 tokens. from one person, no one was talking and I felt hella weird and was starving and wanted to protect my score which I finally got up from below 1000 so I logged off. Not too sure if that was a bad idea but it's what I did, hoping for a better week starting Monday

 

[Judy_]

SO jealous of your Lyra setup! I would assume you are rigged from the ceiling, right? I wish so hard I could do that. As of now I have my indoor rig with the poles and it limits what I can do on it sincey legs hit the bars if I am not careful. Everything looks amazing. You are absolutely gorgeous and I can't wait to see how much awesome stuff happens for you moving forward! Keep at it, you are no doubt thinking in the right direction and I'm sure soon enough wverytheve else will move that way for you as well!

Ohhhhh thank you so very much! Yes its rigged from my ceiling. I usually do a higher Lyra show but the camera angle was a nightmare so this is what it is for camming purposes. I live in a loft with high ceilings so I can rig. The only reason why I wanted a loft to be honest. I need aerial in my life!!! Next on my list is a pole but my Landloard will KILL me if I screw into the floor and those free-standing ones limit so much.
Either way it's for sure a playhouse here. I have lot's more up my sleeve and I can't wait to dive in. Just waiting for my milkshake to bring the boys to my yard.

 

[CurvyJ]

Im sorry i dont have any advice to add but you are stunning

 

[Deleted member 37064]

You guys!!!! I had a wonderful night!!!! I made my goal of 5000 tokens but that was mostly because of one darling friend from my old account and a couple others that helped. He really liked the new set ups and seemed to really be into the creative stuff. I am so very happy! It might have been luck, I dunno but I hope this steak continues. I'm gong to keep putting this energy out into the universe and hope it comes back. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT! I might have just given up on my creativity otherwise. Im so grateful for this community.

I'm happy to hear that things are going well for you! I was on about a week or so ago, and ran across a room that I thought was you. But, different name, etc and I didn't stay more than a few seconds as I got an emergency call for work and had to leave.

I'll have to make sure I come back now that I know you're around again. I had visited your previous room a few times and enjoyed.

 

[Judy_]

I'm happy to hear that things are going well for you! I was on about a week or so ago, and ran across a room that I thought was you. But, different name, etc and I didn't stay more than a few seconds as I got an emergency call for work and had to leave.

I'll have to make sure I come back now that I know you're around again. I had visited your previous room a few times and enjoyed.

Awww that is so sweet!! Yes it's me.... or maybe my evil twin?
Thanks for stopping by and look forward to seeing you again

 

[Judy_]

Update. I had a couple okay nights but mostly really bad. I struggle to keep 15 people in my room and 10 or more are guests that can’t join the conversation or tip. The 3 or 4 people I have in my room that are tipping are people I pulled from my work as a performance artist outside MFC, because I got desperate. I’m trying to keep those two lives separate so it’s just a couple right now but the words getting out. They have been really my only tippers the past few weeks, aside with a few fandoms that get sprinkled in and don’t return. without them I don’t know what I would do... and I know they can’t do it forever or much longer. They’re trying to help me and I’m so grateful for them.

I’m starting to feel like maybe this isnt the place for me or what I’m doing isn’t good or that I’m doing something wrong. I see ladies with bad cam quality, lighting, angles etc who started after I did and who are excelling considerably. Maybe it’s because I’m not doing cum shows? I dunno - but it takes me on average 5 hours to get to my naked goal. I usually start the countdown really low, 500 tokens something off. Then 1000 bra. Then 1000 panties then I’ll try for a show ( like oil or wax etc... ) but I’ve only made my countdown to a show happen once since I’ve been camming for three weeks. It takes me 5 hours to make around 2,500 or less. I had one great night but that was mostly my friends trying to help. Without them just me on MFC I would be back to making under a dollar for hours of work. I’m not even getting private requests. I’ve done one private in 3 weeks.

I’m pretty drained, physically, and emotionally. I just feel like crying. I put so much time and money into this. I feel like I’m missing my entire Sumer and haven’t seen friends or had fun in ages. I can’t help but feel I’m just not what appeals to these guys or that it’s something I’m doing wrong.

I’m thinking of just letting it go and giving up but so badly want this to work because I really like it aside from how hard of a time I’m having, I just wish guys would give me a chance.

 

[Kiki Jane]

You are so beautiful and special! Seriously, you should have a TV show or a Vegas show or something. Hope it works out for you! Maybe cultivating an artsy performance-art crowd as an audience would be a good idea...? But maybe they don't want to sign up for a "porn" site... Damn. Wonder if there's another lucrative platform for talented, sexy, but non-explicit performers?

 

[Judy_]

You are so beautiful and special! Seriously, you should have a TV show or a Vegas show or something. Hope it works out for you! Maybe cultivating an artsy performance-art crowd as an audience would be a good idea...? But maybe they don't want to sign up for a "porn" site... Damn. Wonder if there's another lucrative platform for talented, sexy, but non-explicit performers?

Awe thanks sugar. I actually moved to Vegas a couple years back to try for that but it didn't bode well. So I moved back home. I'm this weird niche performer where in strip clubs I'm considered a "specialty act" so feature bookings are not as plentiful as most clubs book pornstars now and theres not much left for us showgirls. House dancing is okay but I don't do it anymore as theres no clubs to go to in my area, and Im also trying to save for my future in hopes of opening a cabaret style jazz club with a boutique hotel attached. Its a lofty goal and I hoped that this would be a good way to save for it. Maybe I should just get into Realestate or something, though performing and being creative is what makes me happy. I feel I have a lot to offer but not too sure where to offer it. Just searching for my place and audience I guess.