Their comments got to me

[Thejordynbexp]

I have been a sex worker or escort sugar baby cam girl content seller for years. But over the past few years I have been avoiding streaming. I love my job and sex work and I am not one of those oh doing this ruins self esteem. I been a real human trafficking victim at a young age and doing this work as an adult has been so liberating by taking back my control while still doing something i love doing and good at plus i just naturally sexual i wake up thinking bout sex and go to sleep thinking sexy thoughts but i can control it...any ways But for some reason when it comes to streaming I have started feeling like somethings wrong for me to do it. I still laugh in the faces of people who try to parent shame me because like i said i’m sexually liberated and want my children to have a healthy but realistic understanding of sexuality. But it’s almost like now when ever I try to do it i feel like i should be doing “better”. I love my career/business. What i can say is as i get older I prefer my nudity and hardcore interaction in private chat. But that’s my brand thejordynbexp i’m wanting to connect with my fans/lovers in a more intimate way. But i feel that my way isn’t good enough to make money. Then the whole well is it worth it thing. or insecurities slip in that i’m not meant to do this. Even though i want to ugh. what is this!?! I never had these feelings before. When i try vanilla work i’m miserable and poor. When i do my sex work i feel liberated and financially free but like i feel i’m a bad person for it. Because of what everyone else say as or thinks

 

[MsNikkii]

Hey hun. I'm so sorry to hear you've been through such a heartbreaking time when you were younger. I must say what an achievement it is for you to have grown past that and become liberated. I respect that. Everyone will always have their own opinions about anything in life. The most important thing is how you feel about own yourself and to be control of your own emotions. I've been through the same thing where I've left sex work for years to pursue a vanilla life because I couldn't live with the guilt of hiding my identity and being so young at the time and mostly because I was not well mentally and I'm now coming back stronger than ever and more mature after some therapy. I was going through bouts of depression. Everyone needs to do some soul searching inside to be able to move on and carry on with life. Wishing you all the best.

 

[Lelo1]

Haters are always going to find some excuse to hate on people. The more amazing you are, the more likely it is that some one is going to try and heckle you.

If your having anxiety, have you though about talking to a counselor about it? The lgbtq friendly counselors tend to be the more sex positive counselors.