Scared

[jjchat1987]

Hi guys,

I started streaming on Chaturbate about two weeks ago, had some fun and then discovered a lot of mirrors online and stopped. I never showed my face but slipped a few times. I have reported a lot of content to Chaturbate which has been removed or reported via DCMA, but I continue to find more. Is there someone I can talk to about a resource of video/pirating sites that I could scan? I have found a few but as my username gets older, Google pages become long and I'm finding it more difficult to track. I just found a site that allows direct download via MP4, I'm afraid to post my Chaturbate profile name publicly here as I don't want to create more SEO traction.

I'm not sure how to get verified as I stripped my entire profile back on Chaturbate, haven't streamed in two days and am trying to minimise my online footprint.

Any advice would be appreciated.

JJ.

 

[Lelo1]

If you become a verified model. You can access the model's only area. There is a bunch of DCMA resources in there.

Honestly it's probable not worth the time and effort to DCMA. These websites get hammered with DCMA take downs. And as a result they have become very sophisticated.

 

[Mintx]

As a cam model, there's no way your cam streams, videos, pictures, selfies, anything you do won't get stolen at some point. I'm sorry- there is no avoiding it. It is a kind of "weigh which one you want more" deal where you have to consider what it is worth to you. Even then, someone could recognize your body if you hide your face. Just please keep that in mind if you want to consider keep cammig, though DCMAs are important, but having your stream stolen and put up somewhere will literally happen like, always. :c

 

[SaffronBurke]

Even then, someone could recognize your body if you hide your face.

The one person from real life who recognized me on cam, recognized my ass. It was interesting.

 

[Kiki Jane]

If it's any comfort, there's so many naked people online that you'll get lost in the crowd. Sounds like you weren't online very long either, so I wouldn't freak too much.

 

[jjchat1987]

I’ve stopped.

In 8 days I was having so much fun, had 5000 in 7 days and gained some genuine fans (who helped me get enough toys to actually get a real show together) and there was a LOT of money coming through from Chaturbate.

However, the shock that I felt when I discovered those mirrored videos, it wasn’t worth it. I went into this anxiety phase for three days, just crawling the internet and submitting takedowns (many of which worked through Chaturbate). This was easy as the profile was only a week old three days ago. But it’s like playing whack-a-mole as more days pass.

I think the reason I want to see some of the pirate links (God I wish I could verify in private message) is to see how far it has spread and to get as much of my digital footprint scraped away as possible. Thankfully about 40 pages with my content have been removed by Chaturbate and some from Google search via DCMA.

I’ve realised if I just let it go, it will fade into oblivion. As you said, so much real porn out there. Who wants to seek out a headless person masturbating?

I’m not worried about anyone recognising my body. No tattoos or piercings or significant features. Just a quick snap shot of my face on a thumbnail that erks me.

 

[jjchat1987]

I just needed to talk to someone, thank you guys. I’ve been living in this isolated anxiety place not being able to talk about it to anyone in my life.

 

[jjchat1987]

Rambling, sorry, just wanted to see/find as many of the usual sites as possible that might be hosting. Seems impossible though.

 

[SensationRed]

I think it's a good decision to stop. If you don't get to feel any comfortable with seeing yourself somewhere else uploaded, just don't continue.
DMCA will not get you fully protected, but if you rarely show your face, I doubt this is worth the stress you're having right now.

 

[jjchat1987]

I think it's a good decision to stop. If you don't get to feel any comfortable with seeing yourself somewhere else uploaded, just don't continue.
DMCA will not get you fully protected, but if you rarely show your face, I doubt this is worth the stress you're having right now.

It's not, I completely agree. Not worth the stress. I guess I'm just still struggling with the anxiety and waiting for it to go away. Just reading posts and getting support helps tremendously, especially in this kind of community.

 

[jjchat1987]

Also wanted to say thank you for all the support and messages. Really helping become more at peace with the situation.

 

[_pilya_]

Going on cam, I had prepared myself that i will be expose. DMCA, take downs, it helps but not all can be taken down. I guess this is one time I hope I do not get to well known that people will recognize me. For now acceptance for being on cam and the results of that will be unavoidable. Maybe once i stop ill change my hair color and none will recognize me.
_pilya_