New Girl with a Secret

[LibbyLibrarian]

Hey all!
My stage name is LibbyLibrarian (Libylibrarian on MFC). I just joined MFC last week and have been off to a somewhat decent start.

On my channel I read Erotica for my main deal. Usually I have a game going that Johns pay tokens to "Go fishing" and they win something of either a kiss, dildo bj, tits out for a paragraph, etc

I am still figuring out all the content and chat stuff, what gets the Johns excited and what not.

This is my skeleton in the closet so to speak. I come from a massively conservative religious family. My in laws are even more devout than my own.

Obviously I'm very careful with my identity and if they found out, I guess I'm even more of a black sheep than once thought before haha

I'm looking for other models to friend and chit chat with to share these moments and lifestyle with. It's hard to just talk to my husband (without giving away many details) and he just doesn't understand as he's not involved in the shows.

Kisses!

 

[marvelb0y]

Perhaps try not calling members, "Johns"

 

[LibbyLibrarian]

Perhaps try not calling members, "Johns"

I use that term in reference to members as Jane's and John's to reference unknown names. Its not meant to be derogatory.

 

[LibbyLibrarian]

I apologize if my term was taken offensively, it was not meant to be offensive.

 

[DJ_Pioneer]

I use that term in reference to members as Jane's and John's to reference unknown names. Its not meant to be derogatory.

Well what you mean and what people perceive you to mean can be very different. It is probably best to call us the unnamed masses members for now instead of having to explain why you call us John's every time you call us that, but it is your choice.

 

[Nikola Tesla]

I think John is easier to spell than Nikola.

And it is no longer a secret

And I think you should tell your husband.

 

[Striker44]

good luck! I think the reading erotica is a neat idea.

 

[LibbyLibrarian]

Definitely not much of a

good luck! I think the reading erotica is a neat idea.

My room seems to really enjoy it. It's different and there is a lot of men and women that attend my room that find arousal through literature. I enjoyed reading and I won't lie it's pretty fucking hot with some of the stories that I read. I'm still learning the ropes on which genres to include in my shows. I read one earlier and I don't think it was quite appropriate for my audience. So I changed to a different story and had a lot more interaction with that one. I think it would help if my Lush worked. I just purchased it on Tuesday and I'm having connection issues so I'm hoping that lovense will exchange it. I think that would really help with my show if I had the lovense on while I read. I've had quite a few private shows and some content requests. I think just figuring out how to turn off guest chat and having a solid show plan would help.

 

[LibbyLibrarian]

Ignore that first sentence above my last comment. I don't know how that even got there lol

 

[LibbyLibrarian]

My husband knows. He fully supports this. It's more my friends and family that don't know. I can't just talk to my best friend about camming because she doesn't know anything about it.

 

[LibbyLibrarian]

I'm just looking for other girls or guys that cam that are friendly and willing to chit chat about the cam days and even off topic. I think this forum is really a good idea for people who don't have Cam friends that can't just Skype and chit chat about it.

 

[Ambers Troll]

Coming from such a conservative background must make camming so much more fun? In terms of risk I am not so sure, I suspect even in the most liberal of company being outed could earn you a scarlet letter.

At least you seem to have a clear idea of what you want to do on cam; how you express your sexuality. You seem brave and unapologetic about how you express yourself; also the consideration for your SO in looking for the right people to share camming issues is awesome. You have definitely found the right place.

btw...Using John made me laugh, reminded me of the first time I heard a model use the term 'user', it felt confronting. Love it when language does that shakes you up one way as you say something else. Thanks for the feeling, offline tip forthcoming, the feeling was worth it.

 

[LibbyLibrarian]

Coming from such a conservative background must make camming so much more fun? In terms of risk I am not so sure, I suspect even in the most liberal of company being outed could earn you a scarlet letter.

At least you seem to have a clear idea of what you want to do on cam; how you express your sexuality. You seem brave and unapologetic about how you express yourself; also the consideration for your SO in looking for the right people to share camming issues is awesome. You have definitely found the right place.

btw...Using John made me laugh, reminded me of the first time I heard a model use the term 'user', it felt confronting. Love it when language does that shakes you up one way as you say something else. Thanks for the feeling, offline tip forthcoming, the feeling was worth it.

I am absolutely unapologetic. Haha. I don't give a shit what friends and family think. It gives a rush to read erotica and get cheers from my fans who leave the show feeling satisfied. You don't see many girls who read as their main "attraction". Literature gives a whole different perspective to arousal and my fans seem to really enjoy 'most' of my picks. I had a few that were either boring or they were for the wrong audience (I did a disability one and I had some grotesque reactions, same with a "Little Red and the Wolf" more beast to man with young girl vibe that even made me gasp and blush while reading it - Forethought, read each scene prior to shows hahaha).

Thank you

 

[Smores]

On my channel I read Erotica for my main deal. Usually I have a game going that Johns pay tokens to "Go fishing" and they win something of either a kiss, dildo bj, tits out for a paragraph, etc

I think that is really clever, and it is fantastic use of a librarian / booklover background.

I am still figuring out all the content and chat stuff, what gets the Johns excited and what not.

This might be the funniest Freudian slip in the history of Freudian slips. I just snorted my coffee.

Good luck with your show!

 

[Ms_Gingersnatch]

Yeah, definitely read the story to yourself beforehand! Aside from possibly being boring or too weird, I think you could get in trouble for reading erotica that includes any of the taboos we aren't allowed to role-play. I mean, I doubt there's much legal difference between "portraying" fictional incest/underage/bestiality/rape with a dildo vs telling a fictional story about it on cam. And yeah, erotica sometimes escalates quickly or throws a surprise fetish at you.

Actually, there are probably some good ways to turn reading the story to yourself into a fun cam game...

 

[Vera]

Dude, really? Conservative families don't make camming more fun, sorry to ruin that fap fantasy. Not everything is tee-hee sexy. *eyeroll*

Anyway.

I totally get the feeling of toeing the line and being paranoid about relatives. I will say, however, if you read up on the "Reality Check" here and do your due diligence with your privacy you will likely be fine. There is so much porn on the internet, the likelihood of your future being indelibly altered is slim.

 

[AlexaCrush]

I love the idea of reading on cam. I've wanted to try it myself but I haven't figured out the best way to go about it.

 

[LibbyLibrarian]

My listeners seem to really like the bondage type reads. Totally cool. But yeah, some of the stories DEFINITELY cross those boundaries and Ive only been caught off guard once with that bestiality underage story. i stopped about halfway through and was like yeah no.

 

[Vera]

I'm sorry if my comment about it not all being about dude boners hurt some butts. Please resume circlejerking at your leisure and disregard the discussion at hand.

Libby, where are you finding your erotica? I am going to sound like a total dweeb, but Anne Rice's Taming of Beauty series is bondage heavy/female submissive and has enough continuity to hold attention. It might be worth checking out!

 

[bud9752]

instead of calling them John , try Jake (from state farm) as an alternative

 

[JoleneBrody]

Once you become a verified model you'll be able to access the model only section, where we have a constant running "chat" type thread. I think that will be exactly what you are looking for!

 

[LibbyLibrarian]

instead of calling them John , try Jake (from state farm) as an alternative

Jake from State farm! Yasssss