Thank you for your advice, I did look other sites but I am really traumatized , It's not how it used to , yes ,I'm sure there are many good sites out there , but I also realized it is hard starting all over again , and i feel like I couldnt trust anymore. My confidence has totally been shaken , Now I only have myself it will be less stress ,, but maybe in time when I fully recover I can take a part time camming as a job,, i miss everybody , I LOVE to work in the camming industry and I'm sure there's lots of good people out there but right now, I am still in lost ,, stay safe and thank you for all your support and understanding..