I can only imagine what it is to be on the model's side of the cam. That is imperfect at best, but it is what we do, and the best we can do, if we care to understand this drama of which we (non model members) play a part.
I have come here from an e-mail I am composing, because I thought what it was that I felt my friend should know, might also make sense for other models to know. It is, in fact, what all of us know, but don't often talk about. It is not a taboo subject, or one that is too uncomfortable to be discussed much. It is simply a matter of fact that there are no correct, or easy answers for.
My reason for placing a bowl of shit in front of you and saying, "look, it is a bowl of shit that we have all seen before, see how it steams?", is because it is some times these things, these common steaming bowls of shit, that can cause us the most grief. And it is nice sometimes if others speak up and say, "yea I smell it too, but what are you going to do?".
From my wonderful E-mail.
BTW, I am not asking you to comment, that would not be right, but I have found myself too exposed to 'needy members name'. I befriended him at his request, and later found that he wanted answers from me that I could not give. Or at least answeres that I did not give feeling they would draw me in too much. Draw me in to a place where my answers would fall short, or be untrue. I guess I mention this because, I, just last night, saw that he was asking you for the same answers. I understand that this may be the most difficult part of being a cam model. Having to deal with the extenuating personality disorders that we bring to the table/room. It is also these deviations from the understood functions of a cam model, that pose the toughest questions, that fourm the most complex situations a model is faced with. The answers are varied, and the suluations are never absolute, and at best are often less than adequate. I guess what I am getting at is, that, if you wonder why you can not find the right thing to say at times, it is not your failing, it is that there is no right thing to say.
So yea, I smell it too, but what are you going to do?
I have come here from an e-mail I am composing, because I thought what it was that I felt my friend should know, might also make sense for other models to know. It is, in fact, what all of us know, but don't often talk about. It is not a taboo subject, or one that is too uncomfortable to be discussed much. It is simply a matter of fact that there are no correct, or easy answers for.
My reason for placing a bowl of shit in front of you and saying, "look, it is a bowl of shit that we have all seen before, see how it steams?", is because it is some times these things, these common steaming bowls of shit, that can cause us the most grief. And it is nice sometimes if others speak up and say, "yea I smell it too, but what are you going to do?".
From my wonderful E-mail.
BTW, I am not asking you to comment, that would not be right, but I have found myself too exposed to 'needy members name'. I befriended him at his request, and later found that he wanted answers from me that I could not give. Or at least answeres that I did not give feeling they would draw me in too much. Draw me in to a place where my answers would fall short, or be untrue. I guess I mention this because, I, just last night, saw that he was asking you for the same answers. I understand that this may be the most difficult part of being a cam model. Having to deal with the extenuating personality disorders that we bring to the table/room. It is also these deviations from the understood functions of a cam model, that pose the toughest questions, that fourm the most complex situations a model is faced with. The answers are varied, and the suluations are never absolute, and at best are often less than adequate. I guess what I am getting at is, that, if you wonder why you can not find the right thing to say at times, it is not your failing, it is that there is no right thing to say.
So yea, I smell it too, but what are you going to do?
