When I was on MFC and trying other sites I was having a weirdly difficult time. I thought to myself, I love getting sexy, I'm a huge exhibitionist. I LOVE getting people to have fun, get off, be joyous. Why is this not working for me?
It was that I couldn't do no faces. I started taking direct skype shows as my camming method. Joined Cam Model Directory, Sky private, etc and now those are my "camsites." And I LOVE it. Almost all of my shows are cam2cam and that's the only way I can do it. I need to see the other person or I turn into an awkward puddle of stress. "What if they aren't having fun. What if they hate me because they spent this money and aren't even really liking it."
But I don't think these things when I can see the big ol smile on their face or the dirty hot look of excitement. I know that means there's a base of camshow seekers that I wont be able to reach because they don't want to share their face with me, but I'll take that over the burn out and discomfort I felt before.