Hi guys since i joined the adult camworld in 2017 before that i hated it.i never wanted to be a camgirl but because of bad economy in my country and also bad luck with finding jobs without being discriminated at work because of how im i forced myself to join the camming industry,and im not gona say im 100% unhappy with it no because that's not treu,But im 75% or 80% happy with it ? answer is no and the main reason is because im different and i belongs to a special catogory and that's making most men on camsites cares only about seeing my genitilia and that is one of the most thing i hate to show my genitilia on livecam also in paid private chat i don't show that part.the only things i show are my naked breast,ass,body half naked body in lingerie or costumes or fully naked without showing my genitilia is the only thing i do,i never show them and i read so many reviews about camgirls that do non-nude shows without going naked and they earn money only thru chatting or fetish shows without showing their genitilia i wonder how you guys can do that? Because me myself i tried to do fetish shows without going naked its not working for me most men that are into fetish are still asking me to show my genitilia and if they can't see that they leave or demanding is real hard for me i don't know what to do i wonder is it because im black and part of the lqbt is that maybe the problem? most nearly all of the men are so obssesed with seeing my genitilia I ask myself why can't i attract men that don't care about my genitilia at? all men who are mostly lonely and wants to chat only or wants a sexy strip show from me only without asking or required me to show my girl genitilia omg this is making me so sick i wonder how some camgirls can attract such men that don't require them to show genitilia and i can't i look beautiful and attractive but still attract mostly only idiots and grazy men on livecam idiots that mostly cares what's between my legs i just im not sure how long i can do this maybe i will giveup camwork im still thinking about how will i earn money if i leave camwork,because no matter im not gona lie im still earning money is not much but im earning and how will i do i don't have any other way yet to earn money im also looking for alternative jobs like chatting without cam or phonesex job but these jobs are so hard to find also because a lot of these sites don't accept models that live outside usa and canada like sexpanther,nigtflirt,chatrecruit and many more and some do accept but if you dont have a lot followers they will not accept you is so sad,Any advise can some tell me should i giveup camwork or should i hangout there i bit more?
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