First off, I love long winded posts, paragraphs, responses and replies. TY
Sorry I did not answer first time around. We message and chat over the days and make plans to meet at a certain days and times, our 'dates' we call them. On both sites, we pretty much immediately go to private, password, or exclusive private. When we have stayed public for periods of time, she doesn't interact with anyone else. The room was never very busy, so when we were public it rarely presented a problem. We talked it over and agreed we would just go to exclusive, non-public interactions.
It's possible that she is using the other sites and I don't know about it. Or maybe streaming our shows to those sites. I (we) use SC and CB, and a message service.
It has been asked here, what is it that I want? What am I asking? Initially it was just a technical question about the events in the next paragraph.
The same events occurred again a couple nights ago. We are in exclusive private on SC. The model's CB page is offline, never goes live, but suddenly the 'last broadcast' (X days ago) changes to 'last broadcast (X) minutes ago. Obviously something is being passed through CB, there are so many bots and apps to use. She is a very intelligent person. I think that is my conclusion. We talk very good together and I think it will be ok if we talk about it.
However it goes, I am not going to be angry, bitter or vindictive. The exclusive part, (exclusive client only), if untrue, I will deal with it. In her private life I always wanted her to have a love, that special person in her life, be it partner, spouse, friend etc..(maybe there already is, or always has been someone) If the private shows weren't actually private? Yes, that will sting, but I won't let it warp my senses. If I am being taken for a total ride, well I guess, shame on me and compliments to her on the amount of talent she possesses. If it actually is that she has some warmth in her heart for me, some appreciation that she expresses to me to be true..... (maybe just a tiny itty bitty piece of love of a human being, [
-hehehe]) then you all put it in front of me. This is finite, it has a 'shelf life.' (although my feelings do not) We will talk about how best to help each other move on.
Thanks all for being forth right.