Alcon said:
I am a pretty shy guy as far as getting on cam. But I know that some models prefer cam to cam for private shows, and I can see why; it's awkward to be putting on a show for some user name existing only as text on a screen, especially if you are being asked to cum. Reciprocity, makes things more natural. My question is, do you ever cum in private shows without watching the members cam? If so, is it awkward? What are you thinking about during this time to arouse yourself? A partner/husband? Celebrity? Sorry if this is a dumb question!
Me personally, I do NOT like watching cams. No offense to MOST guys, but I do NOT want to see your dick, let alone watch you do shit to it. I am pretty open about this, && I tell people that if I wanted to look at dicks, I would take my husbands pants off, or watch porn.
. However, I will watch someones cam if they tip me for it [While I am in my public chat room], or of course, while we are in private.
Now, that doesn't mean I am always looking at the persons cam while I have it up. Esp if I find them to be unattractive, or they are doing something that I don't want to watch while I am diddling myself. I of course pay attention, because when you miss someone's cum shot, or don't acknowledge it, well... That's shitty. But, more than likely I will not have my eyes glued someone's cam non stop. I have been known to pull up gay porn next to the person's cam, because sometimes that helps me enjoy myself more, which I find helps the other person enjoy themselves more.
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However... I get asked to do humiliation shows a lot, with specific requests... Those I pay close attention to, && I usually like to watch their cam, because then I can go off of them as far as what I am going to say, etc. Like, it's hard for me most of the time to just make shit up out of nowhere, so watching them, && watching them as I yell orders at them helps, lol.
There have been a few guys who I have ASKED to see their cams [not to see their penis, but just because I was curious about what they looked like, or I thought they were fucking HOT.] A few times, I have specifically asked to see someone's penis, asshole, etc. Also, I have found it helpful to watch someone's cam if you are doing more of an intimate show, because it's a bitch to type one handed, or stopping to beat off to type.
I ALWAYS HAVE THE SOUND MUTED ALWAYS. Anytime I EVER do any cam to cam or Skype, I make the other person mute their mic. It's a thing for me.
I cum EASIER not having to watch anyone's cam. I get to focus more on myself && what I am doing, && how it feels. Sometimes I think about my husband, the person I am doing the show for, or two hot dudes going at it. HAHA. Other times, I am horny enough, that I don't need to think about anything.
Sorry this was so long.