I trust that you are
it's good to get to know people indeed, some people want to "buy the fantasy" I feel like and don't want the truth as much xD
I'm sorry that you had an abusive husband, thank god he's a soon to be ex husband, because no one deserves that shit, mentally or physically, it does not matter.. it does take time to get back up there and start earning again sadly, hopefully people you used to have coming around will realize you are back and come back soon
and ofc, also new people!