Let me give you a little back story of the happenings over the last few weeks...
I don't do many private shows on MFC. I don't like spending one on one time with someone I haven't really gotten to know, and I've had bad experiences with a few strangers taking me into a private show in the past. But a few weeks ago, I decided to take someone up on their offer since they had been in some of my group shows and seemed to be cool.
Since that initial show, he and I have spent a lot of time in "true private," where no one can spy on it, so it's really just one on one. (Due to the fact that no one can watch, no one knows who this person is, and I am keeping it anonymous so please don't ask who it is. :nono: ) Now during these shows, it has been a little hard to understand what he wanted to do, since typing skills don't seem to be his strong suit, and he didn't talk all that much in the first place. All in all, he seemed to be satisfied with what we were doing. He made a few requests that were out of my scope, but we just moved on.
He repeatedly asked if I could do more daytime shows, to which I told him I may possibly be on some other days, but no guarantees. I told him Thursdays were generally the day I had set aside for a daytime show. But then last week, with Jobs' father visiting, I couldn't make it on during the day. I put out a Tweet regarding my schedule change, and got on that night. He proceeded to make me feel guilty for not being on during that day, telling me I hurt his feelings and that he was mad. Really? Jeez. I explained to him that I've been working on MFC for nearly 8 months and I have a routine down and that I apologized if he felt left out of it, but that's how I roll. Eventually he said he'd get over it and he'd see me the next day. He acted pretty normal after that.
Then comes last night. I had been talking to him a little in private messages for an hour or two. Then this conversation happens:
For 1: Don't call me rude. I pride myself on being polite, and have been accused of being TOO NICE for fuck's sake.
For 2: When you "pay for the time" you're paying for what you see on the screen. You are not paying for the model to use outside resources to entertain you.
For 3: "I didn't mean it that way" does not make it any less offensive after it's been said and done.
After feeling like this guy really wanted me to do cartwheels through flaming hoops for him over the past few weeks, plus laying a guilt trip on me when I don't rearrange my schedule for him, this moment was just the straw that broke the camel's back for me. I wouldn't feel right accepting any more tokens from him at this point, because he obviously doesn't understand me, nor respect the way I work. With the way he threw tokens around, he probably could have single handedly put me up in the top 10 if I had just gone along with him, but I won't do it. As much as I want to be up there, I won't pretend to be someone's friend in order to get there. I'm just going to have fun and bust ass.
I don't do many private shows on MFC. I don't like spending one on one time with someone I haven't really gotten to know, and I've had bad experiences with a few strangers taking me into a private show in the past. But a few weeks ago, I decided to take someone up on their offer since they had been in some of my group shows and seemed to be cool.
Since that initial show, he and I have spent a lot of time in "true private," where no one can spy on it, so it's really just one on one. (Due to the fact that no one can watch, no one knows who this person is, and I am keeping it anonymous so please don't ask who it is. :nono: ) Now during these shows, it has been a little hard to understand what he wanted to do, since typing skills don't seem to be his strong suit, and he didn't talk all that much in the first place. All in all, he seemed to be satisfied with what we were doing. He made a few requests that were out of my scope, but we just moved on.
He repeatedly asked if I could do more daytime shows, to which I told him I may possibly be on some other days, but no guarantees. I told him Thursdays were generally the day I had set aside for a daytime show. But then last week, with Jobs' father visiting, I couldn't make it on during the day. I put out a Tweet regarding my schedule change, and got on that night. He proceeded to make me feel guilty for not being on during that day, telling me I hurt his feelings and that he was mad. Really? Jeez. I explained to him that I've been working on MFC for nearly 8 months and I have a routine down and that I apologized if he felt left out of it, but that's how I roll. Eventually he said he'd get over it and he'd see me the next day. He acted pretty normal after that.
Then comes last night. I had been talking to him a little in private messages for an hour or two. Then this conversation happens:
For 1: Don't call me rude. I pride myself on being polite, and have been accused of being TOO NICE for fuck's sake.
For 2: When you "pay for the time" you're paying for what you see on the screen. You are not paying for the model to use outside resources to entertain you.
For 3: "I didn't mean it that way" does not make it any less offensive after it's been said and done.
After feeling like this guy really wanted me to do cartwheels through flaming hoops for him over the past few weeks, plus laying a guilt trip on me when I don't rearrange my schedule for him, this moment was just the straw that broke the camel's back for me. I wouldn't feel right accepting any more tokens from him at this point, because he obviously doesn't understand me, nor respect the way I work. With the way he threw tokens around, he probably could have single handedly put me up in the top 10 if I had just gone along with him, but I won't do it. As much as I want to be up there, I won't pretend to be someone's friend in order to get there. I'm just going to have fun and bust ass.
And you being rude? Then I am the devil. You are one of the nicest models on this site. Don't let one guy get you down. 
