I fell for a russian transfemme girl persona who mother of god is possibly the best looking chick ive seen in my entire life im now bi or gay or something. straight mostly just like interesting people. who ever does her hair snd makeup at the studio id imagine get a very good pay check. ive seen this models recorded shows from when there persona was twink.
personally this individual model is that good looking i questioned am i attracted to this persona ,, because her transfemme persona is just that damn beautiful. her face and hair is absolutely immaculate and quite honestly when she is wearing makeup she genuinely looks like a page 3 model if you didnt know she was trans or her persona was trans you would have never guessed, her face is supermodel beautiful
which led me to.think even as a hetero or potentially bi dude that even her twink persona is still quite beautiful because well she /he is quite beautiful. bleached blonde hair . extremely lean , amazing facial features . probably wears some degree of makeup.
initially i would probably not be attracted but because i have seen how beautiful this person is as there transfemme persona my brain turns to mush
there are so many comfusing levels to this person beyond the cam model business tag i honestly feel like my brain has been put into a blender
the "no girl will ever be quite like her" seems to be wuite unique reframe in this scenario . because a) im not typically gay i mean im not attracted to men but this model kind of fucked my head up. not because i had an issue with sexuality or anything naive. but because she is essentially perfect in my eyes and there is basically quite literally no one who even comes close to who her persona is... not even her , although still very attractive without being transfemme
honestly i winder is she even actually trans and isnt just a "move" her/his studio made to garner more viewers shes obviously gay or bisexual she was working for that studio as a twink and has only changed persona with a year or so. so its very probable her trans persona was a business stradegy rather than her genuine situation of trans identity.
which makes it even more confusing to understand them . obviously who gives a fuck what i understand. if it brings in more viewers snd she already broadcasts to men he was already fairly camp and feminine so who knows. who knows maybe one day someone said try that wig on and lipstick. because hot damn as a female WOW!
basically as a viewer i reckon im goina need a psych evaluation after not only my addiction but the fact im attracted to someone who doesn't exist in my reality or in any reality because potentially she is only trans for her/his job .. thats some crazy shit to digest
that im now infatuated with a gay twink( as a hetero / minimally bi male )who looks better than Jennifer Aniston and also has a better body than brad pitt
to sum up the whole cam experience eith this perfect girl/boy combo (model)
what now how does anyone recover from that monolithic head fuck.
because obviously i know im goina have to quit and move on with my life
but basically she is one in a million kind of attractive. cams fucked ne sideways and i there was no black label warning lol
personally this individual model is that good looking i questioned am i attracted to this persona ,, because her transfemme persona is just that damn beautiful. her face and hair is absolutely immaculate and quite honestly when she is wearing makeup she genuinely looks like a page 3 model if you didnt know she was trans or her persona was trans you would have never guessed, her face is supermodel beautiful
which led me to.think even as a hetero or potentially bi dude that even her twink persona is still quite beautiful because well she /he is quite beautiful. bleached blonde hair . extremely lean , amazing facial features . probably wears some degree of makeup.
initially i would probably not be attracted but because i have seen how beautiful this person is as there transfemme persona my brain turns to mush
there are so many comfusing levels to this person beyond the cam model business tag i honestly feel like my brain has been put into a blender
the "no girl will ever be quite like her" seems to be wuite unique reframe in this scenario . because a) im not typically gay i mean im not attracted to men but this model kind of fucked my head up. not because i had an issue with sexuality or anything naive. but because she is essentially perfect in my eyes and there is basically quite literally no one who even comes close to who her persona is... not even her , although still very attractive without being transfemme
honestly i winder is she even actually trans and isnt just a "move" her/his studio made to garner more viewers shes obviously gay or bisexual she was working for that studio as a twink and has only changed persona with a year or so. so its very probable her trans persona was a business stradegy rather than her genuine situation of trans identity.
which makes it even more confusing to understand them . obviously who gives a fuck what i understand. if it brings in more viewers snd she already broadcasts to men he was already fairly camp and feminine so who knows. who knows maybe one day someone said try that wig on and lipstick. because hot damn as a female WOW!
basically as a viewer i reckon im goina need a psych evaluation after not only my addiction but the fact im attracted to someone who doesn't exist in my reality or in any reality because potentially she is only trans for her/his job .. thats some crazy shit to digest
that im now infatuated with a gay twink( as a hetero / minimally bi male )who looks better than Jennifer Aniston and also has a better body than brad pitt
to sum up the whole cam experience eith this perfect girl/boy combo (model)
what now how does anyone recover from that monolithic head fuck.
because obviously i know im goina have to quit and move on with my life
but basically she is one in a million kind of attractive. cams fucked ne sideways and i there was no black label warning lol
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