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So 2019 has been quite a year for me to say the least. I was getting ready to buckle down and focus on my clips4sale store and start camming live on MFC part-time again but...
I tweeted about this a while back, but for those of you who don't, here's what happened...
Back in May I moved to Chico to go live with my boyfriend, then a couple of weeks later, we were almost killed in an RV explosion. We were doing really good for ourselves up until that point too. My bf had a great job working in Paradise doing the clean up from the campfire
(ironically), and making great money, then in just an instant, we lost it all and barely made it out with our lives.
Long story short, he and his buddy were trying to light the pilot to the water heater, there was a gas leak, and it exploded, I watched it blow them both out of the door (but at that very moment I actually thought I had just watched my bf die, he was just inches away from the initial blast that damn near engulfed the whole thing), the fire trapped my dog Chewy and me in the bedroom, then my bf came rushing back in through the flames to get to me and he pushed me out of the window before jumping out himself, not realizing that Chewy was still trapped inside. He was so badly burnt with skin hanging off of his arms and face that he couldn't do anything for my dog, so I went back in through the window and pulled my little Chewy out. It EXPLODED just minutes after! Then I drove like a bat out of hell, going about 90 mph, running red lights to rush him to the ER. He had 2nd and borderline 3rd degree burns all over his face and arms. It was a very agonizing first month of healing for him, probably the worst pain he's ever had to endure in his whole life I'm sure. I was tasked with the job of nursing him back to health, which was hands down the most stressful job I've ever had to do in my entire life. I never knew what went into caring for a burn victim, but I had to learn it all that night (because the hospital sent us on our merry way that night, YES a burn victim with 2nd and borderline 3rd degree burns on over 30% of his body, with nowhere to go, but I digress...), and I had to try my best to retain all of the nurse's instructions while still in a mental state of shock and trauma of my own. Granted, my injuries were nothing compared to what he sustained. He was really close to having to get surgery, but luckily that wasn't the case. I hear skin grafts are super painful to recover from. As for me, my face was hot for about a day and a half, my skin was peeling a bit (kinda like after ya get a sunburn) and I must have swallowed some of the flames because my throat was just awful for about a month, and my voice hasn't sounded the same since. Oh, and I cut my hand jumping outta the window, but I was mostly just traumatized more than anything else.
We lost almost everything in just the blink of an eye, our place to live, everything we had inside, as well as his job due to the fact that he was too injured to work, and his boss had to give his job to someone else. So I've been just trying to pick up the pieces and put everything back together ever since. It hasn't been easy, but I'm trying my best to figure out how to work my fetish clips/cam modeling back into my weekly schedule, in fact, that's my New Years' resolution.
So does anyone have any advice for me??? I'm not looking for sympathy, just some good sound advice and maybe a little encouragement. Has anyone here ever gone through something traumatic and still managed to not let it keep you down? If so, how did you do it?
I uploaded a few pictures below if anyone is curious, warning though if you're squeamish, you may not want to look...
I tweeted about this a while back, but for those of you who don't, here's what happened...
Back in May I moved to Chico to go live with my boyfriend, then a couple of weeks later, we were almost killed in an RV explosion. We were doing really good for ourselves up until that point too. My bf had a great job working in Paradise doing the clean up from the campfire
(ironically), and making great money, then in just an instant, we lost it all and barely made it out with our lives.Long story short, he and his buddy were trying to light the pilot to the water heater, there was a gas leak, and it exploded, I watched it blow them both out of the door (but at that very moment I actually thought I had just watched my bf die, he was just inches away from the initial blast that damn near engulfed the whole thing), the fire trapped my dog Chewy and me in the bedroom, then my bf came rushing back in through the flames to get to me and he pushed me out of the window before jumping out himself, not realizing that Chewy was still trapped inside. He was so badly burnt with skin hanging off of his arms and face that he couldn't do anything for my dog, so I went back in through the window and pulled my little Chewy out. It EXPLODED just minutes after! Then I drove like a bat out of hell, going about 90 mph, running red lights to rush him to the ER. He had 2nd and borderline 3rd degree burns all over his face and arms. It was a very agonizing first month of healing for him, probably the worst pain he's ever had to endure in his whole life I'm sure. I was tasked with the job of nursing him back to health, which was hands down the most stressful job I've ever had to do in my entire life. I never knew what went into caring for a burn victim, but I had to learn it all that night (because the hospital sent us on our merry way that night, YES a burn victim with 2nd and borderline 3rd degree burns on over 30% of his body, with nowhere to go, but I digress...), and I had to try my best to retain all of the nurse's instructions while still in a mental state of shock and trauma of my own. Granted, my injuries were nothing compared to what he sustained. He was really close to having to get surgery, but luckily that wasn't the case. I hear skin grafts are super painful to recover from. As for me, my face was hot for about a day and a half, my skin was peeling a bit (kinda like after ya get a sunburn) and I must have swallowed some of the flames because my throat was just awful for about a month, and my voice hasn't sounded the same since. Oh, and I cut my hand jumping outta the window, but I was mostly just traumatized more than anything else.
We lost almost everything in just the blink of an eye, our place to live, everything we had inside, as well as his job due to the fact that he was too injured to work, and his boss had to give his job to someone else. So I've been just trying to pick up the pieces and put everything back together ever since. It hasn't been easy, but I'm trying my best to figure out how to work my fetish clips/cam modeling back into my weekly schedule, in fact, that's my New Years' resolution.
So does anyone have any advice for me??? I'm not looking for sympathy, just some good sound advice and maybe a little encouragement. Has anyone here ever gone through something traumatic and still managed to not let it keep you down? If so, how did you do it?
I uploaded a few pictures below if anyone is curious, warning though if you're squeamish, you may not want to look...
then i make my coffe smoke a cig then i wash my cunt and prepare my stream then again 1 cig and for the next 5 hours i go online , ) Since i do so my weight loss recovered and i feel less tired even if i sleep 4-5 hours / 24 hours ( because i have also a toddler that eat my brains lol)
