I am not a model.
I am drunk.
I dig that you came here for help, but last time you asked you managed to blow off the responses. To my knowledge you haven't been verified yet.
I feel like there are no easy answers, and the less effort you want to put forth, the less knowledge you'll be given. If you get verified there's a whole treasure trove of shit you will have access to, if you choose to browse it.
If you want do this, eat it up like anything else you might be passionate about. The majority of people in this industry fail, be not that, but know that you gotta work harder than everybody else at not being that. Hot is no key to the garden of prosperity. Hard work helps, but even that is no guarantee. I can assure you of this though, if a member tells you you're beautiful on this site, and asked what your name is, and you can be fuck all bothered to answer, and a week later pose the exact same question, nobody's gonna jump out of the gate to save you.